A.N Okay, this is my first Greys Anatomy multi-chapter fic, so constructive criticism is welcome, so I know where to improve. This fic is Addison centric, the first chapter is according to the timeline, but the rest is AU, and includes all the characters (yey) and it will possibly be Addek. Its basically about Addison and Derek's relationship, and the walls they built around themselves, and the breaking of them through their love that never really stopped. Sorry if the chapters are a little choppy, so reviews really help so I can avoid it :) So read and review, so I know whether to carry on or not :-)

Disclaimer: Last time I checked I was still living at home studying for exams..but writing this..so nope I dont own anything..

He stared at her from across the room. He saw how her face lit up every time she laughed or smiled. She caught him looking at her, and saw the way he looked at her, not leering, but love. Love at first sight. She walked toward him extending her arm. They discreetly walked out of the dorm where the party was being held, and onto the balcony. They talked all night long, about their lives, everything. They had only just met, but already neither of them can deny the feelings coursing through their hearts. That was also the night of her first kiss.

"Have you ever been kissed before?" Derek had looked deep into her eyes, knowing the time was right to pursue what they had both been feeling all evening.

"N..No.." Addison stammered, as she met Derek's gaze, who's eyes were mirroring her own.

Derek leaned in and kissed her softly, his hands resting lightly on her hips,and as the kiss developed more passionate, their tongues dancing to their own exotic song which led to fireworks exploding everywhere in their bodies, they slowly broke apart, and just stood in each others embrace, unknowing what the years will bring, not knowing they will get married, not knowing the mistake that will drive them apart, not knowing the rocky road ahead. But also not knowing the electricity of that kiss will last forever.

"Now you have."

Addison Forbes Montgomery Shepherd looked through the windows of Seattle Grace Hospital. She had seen Derek with this woman, she saw the look shared between the two, the look he usually had reserved for her, was now used for her. Addison took a deep breath, composed herself and walked through the doors of Seattle Grace, Her red hair bouncing off her shoulders, heels clicking every step she took toward the Nurse's station. She braced her hands on the desk, and turned her head to Derek and his new girlfriend. The woman screwing my husband She thought bitterly. A million emotions ran through her head, a million questions, a million thoughts. She tried to gain control of them, push them down to the back of her head, and gain composure. She walked toward Derek, a confident, sassy look on her exterior, nothing like how she was feeling inside.

Addison saw Derek help put the coat on the woman. She saw Derek glance in her direction, and finally notice her approaching. She inwardly took a deep breath, as Derek made an apology to Meredith as she caught it.

"Addison, what are you doing here?" Derek bore his eyes through Addison, unable to look into her eyes.

Addison ignored him, instead, she turned to the blonde at his side, and introduced herself, as smooth as she possibly could.

"Hi, I'm Addison Shepherd" Addison stuck out her hand, and tried not to let her emotions get the better of her. She plastered a smirk on her face as the young woman faltered for a moment, as realisation dawned upon her face.

"Shepherd?"

Addison felt pity for a moment, knowing that she was about to ruin her happiness, and regret for gaining more hate from Derek. Her feelings flood her brain for a fraction of a second, before she snidely replied.

"And you must be the woman who's been screwing my husband."

A/N: Okay that was a pretty short chapter, but it was pretty much an introduction. Im not gonna use episodes as a guideline, after this chapter its going to be AU. So let me know what you think, so I know whether I should carry on..to be honest I didnt like this chapter, I just had to let something out.

Go Team Addek :-D

Emmy.