Consumed. That's what I am.
Completely and utterly. And there's no stopping it.
If I were to ask someone what it's like to be drowning in the ocean, they'd probably say tell me it feels a lot like this:
A suffocating, heart-constricting, pounding-in-your-ears helplessness and fear with no way of escaping but to let the water pass over you.
But I can't. I've tried. And it's no use. There's no escape.
I'm drowning and I can't break the surface. I'm so deep now I have no hope, no chance of ever making it out alive or unharmed.
My only hope for survival is that someone throws me a lifesaver. And that that lifesaver is Luke Snyder.
Luke Snyder – the wonderful, caring, kind, loving man with whom I am consumed and without whom I am drowning.
