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Chapter 1
Call me crazy. I don't care. You don't know anything about who I am. You look at me with eyes filled with hate that clearly show how much you feel betrayed, but you could never have known because you can't see you don't know what it's like. You who grew up with your loving aunt and uncle. You thought I lived in a house but it never occurred to you that I might not have a true home you knew nothing of the squib I was forced to stay with in that pathetic excuse for an orphanage. You don't know what he did to me and the rest. You Albus Dumbledore's precious little angel always loved and sheltered until you met up with us we taught you about the world besides the little safe haven Albus built for you, because we remember all too clearly what truly happens in the real world. You Alisha Potter thought that I was also in a safe haven. NO! Albus doesn't care enough for his precious tools to take care of them unless they are his precious Gryffindors. You always had the safe way out you and Tanya. You look so scared as he comes into the room. Tanya however has shown no emotions since you were brought here. I see it now in your eyes there is so much hate in those eyes for him. Would you ever believe he was once my savior? I doubt it as your eyes turn onto me you're pleading me now to make him stop torturing your brother you can't stand his screams as he holds the cruciatus curse on him. You start to cry. I reach up to wipe away the tear and you flinch from my touch. I back away you think I'm regretting my choice of bringing you to him. That's a laugh considering you never tried to save me you never tried to protect me from my tormentor. Tanya's looking at me now to her eyes show nothing to the untrained eye but to me I see all her hatred for me and I revel in the feeling of knowing that she'll still hate me when reborn again. I look at the other occupant chained to the wall by Tanya and I can't help but think I should at least try to get him off the hook a little I mean he never really did any thing he was just betraying him giving that old coot Albus Dumbledore information that he didn't need to know. When he leaves tired of toying with Harry Potter. The one I was examining looks at me and tells me Dumbledore would forgive me if I just let you guys out of the Mansion you now reside in. I laugh. Like that would happen Albus would rather send me back to that orphanage. I notice that Tanya is now speaking she agrees with her father adding that Albus would protect me from him. I realize you don't care what my replies are you're just trying to distract me. The strange things is I don't care. And as I watch you run out the door I make no move to follow you. I just laugh insanely even as I feel the sharp pins and needles of the crucio curse. You see I lost my sanity long before he came back. Long before my father, Lord Voldemort, Rose using the blood of one Harry Potter. I hear the doors bang open and a muttered stupefy. I look up expecting to see my torturer from my previous life, but instead I look into the usually cold gray eyes of Lucious Malfoy those cold as steel eyes are now showing concern as he lifts me into his arms and apparates to Hogsmead.
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