Okay. So I've started this drabble-fic.

Like...Each chapter should have about...300 or so words, unless I get inspired, I just need to let off these little...Ideas, so that I can get back to Spoiling Revenge.

I also have another potentially multi-chaptered work coming. :D

DISCLAIMER: I hate disclaimers. I get it! Fuck. I don't own Death Note. Way to rub it in.

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Every night…after.

I could see him flinch at my words, as each one stabbed him through the heart.

All I wanted was to get up, trail my fingers down his spine, and finally…finally…tell him I love him.

I wanted to hear him moan my name again, scream my name again, bite his ears, his neck, kiss every inch of his delicious skin.

But I refused to hurt him more. I'm such a coward. I thought to myself, knees aching.

I clenched my rosary around my hands, as the words poured from my mouth.

Russian filled the room.

He sat, still naked, on the bed, against the wall, watching me.

I could feel his stare, burning into the back of my head.

It felt so much stronger without his goggles.

When I'd started praying, toes curling as I left the bed, he'd been asleep.

Now he was awake, and I couldn't stop, couldn't end the endless stream of words that had been coming for an hour.

In the mirror, across the room, I could see how sadness filled his eyes as he watched.

I couldn't comfort him. There was nothing I could say.

He'd call me an idiot if he knew why I subjected my knees, fingers, and throat to this torture.

Especially after I just pounded him into the mattress.

He was just too beautiful. So beautiful…

And he wouldn't understand.

I was too far gone. I'd killed, fucked, stolen, beaten, and sworn myself a one-way ticket to h-e-double hockey sticks.

The only sin he'd ever committed was loving me.

There's no way I'd let them condemn him for that.

So I begged God.

I put my perfect Matty through this sadness, after every time we made love…

I prayed for him.

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Anime Bonzai's tomorrow.
I love anime Conventions. :D

I'll try to post another chapter later...unless everyone hates this...then I'll just go cry in the corner.

Please Review. It'd make me REALLY happy.