She came to see me, the
Blond that Jack calls Samantha. His lady love whom that bitch claims
he made me into her surrogate.
She can't be right. She's
jealous, because she loves him. He loves me though…I think he loves
me.
I wonder sometimes though why he has left me here if he loved
me. Maybe it is part of his plan. He never tells me his plan.
I
saw his computer password once in my compact, and hacked into his
computer. Even there he has things coded. I have no idea what he is
thinking.
The longer I sit her, especially now that the bitch came
to see me, I swear I remember one of the times we had sex that he
whispered the bitch's name and not Sharon. Before I had got here, I
shrugged it off and wasn't sure. But now I am starting to realize
it probably wasn't my imagination. I should have paid more
attention; it was probably a sign that Jack would betray me like
every man has in my life.
