Helloo! This is my first fanfiction so I really hope you enjoy it! I would appreciate it if you could leave me a review about my work so far! Thank You!
Oh and I need to warn you that there will be abuse and rape scenes throughout my whole story so if those subjects upset you, I recommend that you don't read this fanfic. Enjoy!
Agonizing pain shoots through my body as the blows rain down on me. My cheek is still tender from the slap I received the other day. I can feel a warm liquid running down the side of my arm. My blood. This is not a rare occurrence; in fact, it happens more often than not. My boyfriend, Gale Hawthorne, beating me senseless. He doesn't even have to have a reason to hurt me.
"Why the FUCK was you hanging around with Thresh, Catnip?" Gale roars in anger before kicking me in the stomach. I let out a chilling scream of agony.
"I'm sorry Gale! I didn't mean too, he came over to me!" I whimper, crawling on my hands and knees away from him. I can tell by the look in Gale's eyes that he doesn't believe me.
"Katniss, Katniss, Katniss..." Gale says sadistically as he slowly makes his way over to me.
When Gale finally reaches me, he pulls me up roughly before slamming me into a wall and pinning my arms above my head. I can feel a stabbing pain in my left leg but I try to ignore it as Gale's hands roam over my body possessively. He is touching me in a rough, hungry way. I try to wriggle away from him but his grip just tightens on me even more. I already know what Gale is going to do. The best thing for me to do is not resist or it will be even more painful. I try to block out what he is doing but the sudden burning, ripping feeling I feel between my legs makes it impossible. I shudder and scream louder than I'd ever screamed in my life, as I feel the skin inside of me rip and bleed. I keep screaming. He starts thrusting.
When he is finally done violating me, he throws me across the room as if I am trash to him. Before he walks out of the room, he turns to me and says sweetly.
"I hope you have learned your lesson Catnip. You are Mine. I don't want to see you with Thresh or any other male bastard from school or I will personally escort you and your sister Prim to your graves."
Gale slams the door on the way out and I can't help but shiver at the threat. Prim. He can't hurt her. She's the only person in the world I'm certain I love.
I have considered suicide more than once but the only thing keeping me going is Prim. She is only three years old and I am all she has. Both of our parents were killed in a blazing fire. Two years later, I still wake up screaming for them to run. Gale's father was also killed in that fire and his mother was overcome with grief. She ending up killing herself and Gale couldn't handle what had happened to his family. So he turned to drugs, abuse and alcohol. I remember the day he first hit me as if it was yesterday...
Two years ago...
I can feel the snow hit my face as I jog back home. I had just visited my best friend, Madge Undersea, we had a movie night with popcorn and sweets. I loved the movie, we watched Sinister because me and Madge both love horror movies. So, now I am on my way home trying not to be sick. I ate too much... When I finally get back into my apartment, I see Gale pacing in my living room.
"Gale?" I ask and when he faces me, the first thing I notice is his expression. Anger.
"Where the fuck was you? I thought you was fucking dead, you stupid slut!"
And then he hits me, hard, across the face. I stumble back in shock. Gale leaves the room straight after hitting me and slams the front door. I cringe at the slam, trying to figure out what had just happened...
As I come back to reality, I notice that I am in a crouched position with my head in my hands, leaning against the wall. I slowly get up and make my way into Prim's bedroom. She still lays sleeping in her toddler bed. I don't have a clue how she sleeps through Gale's shouting but she does. I pull the covers up to her neck and kiss her forehead before leaving the room, quietly. After I have brushed my teeth, I slowly climb into bed and fall asleep.