CH 1

It was the same as always, me waking up in the morning (or being forced to by Shiro ). Then getting ready for school me putting on my uniform , making Shiro's breakfeast, and then going to this boring school to learn things I already know.

Shiro says that if I go to school it would give me a better cover so they won't find me. I'm not saying that it's a bad idea I mean I can talk with Ichigo all day and keep an eye on him without him even knowing it.

I still, even today, never wanted him to be involved with the shinigami world , that cruel world that took away my smile that everyone sayed made me look like an angel. I used to love that place, everytime I looked outside to see the birds and watch nature do it's course.

I also loved it when Byakuya came and visited me or I visited him I used to think of him as my only real friend in the world. Well since your brother was captian of squad 9 (Kensei) and both your parents being captians , my mother is the captian for squad 2 and my dad for 13.

So when your whole family is full of captians ,even my own grandfather the head captian, you never get very much family time but my mother and father did try . My brother never did really care for me and never even had one of those sister complex's.

I was always guarded b/c my mother is the daughter of the Headcaptian Yamamato , so she is very important but many people fear my mother very much so she only had very many people for friends it was also tough for me because I looked exactly like her.

But Byakuya didn't seem to mind, it was also wierd for me b/c my the only people who cared for me wanted somthing or pittited me ,which I hate, but i lived through it.

Well let me tell you my mothers name i guess i should also tell you who shiro is. My mother name is Saya Yamamato and Shiro is Shiro Kuichiki he was a cousin of Byakuya.

But as I said before it was a normal day in the human world even though Ichigo doesn't even know that I am a shinigami. What's good is that just like Ichigo i got rid of my spiritual pressure and so when Rukia or even Uryu can't even tell what I am.

So now I dont have to worry about the shinigami world finding me.

I was walking down the street when I heard a usuall screaming high pitch voice, I turned to look and was meeted with mushy flesh in my face. Of course it was Orihime she always greeted me this way so almost every day I almost die from suffication.

"Hi Hikaru-chan!" Orihime said while I was still in her mountain of mushy breasts trying to break free and speak at the same time but she was holding on to me tightly.

"Let GO ORIHIME!" I yelled at her still trying to get away, she finally let go when I heard a small chuckle from behind and turned to see the usuall carrot top trying not laugh his guts out.

"What the hell are you laughing at strawberry!" I yelled at him , he looked up at me not laughing anymore but with anger in his eyes "What the hell did you just call me!" He said.

We started to throw punches at each other when Uryu stopped us both with coughing "Sorry to intrude on your little love fest but we are going to be late to school b/c of you now." Uryu said.

I looked at the time on my cellphone and gasped it was almost close to eight and we were not even close to the school. "Oh SHIT!" I yelled and turned to run everyone did the same and we were running for our lives. We got there just in time for the bell and before we knew it was lunch time already and we were on the rouf eating.

"Hikaru-chan! Do you want to go grocery shopping with me after school ,and then you and Tatsuki can have dinner with me!" Orihime said , I thought about the disgusting things Orihime makes and even thinking about it made me want to hurrel.

"NO thanks Orihime I already have plans for after school so sorry." I said , she looked a bit sad but shook it off "OKIE DOKIE THEN!" she said with a goofy smile but of course Tatsuki just had to go to make Orihime happy.

We were all talking just like we always did , just then Rukia's phone went off she flipped it open to see what it was and looked at Ichigo and he nodded that could only mean one thing. That A HALLOW was near they both nodded and stood up and Ichigo said "Sorry guys me and Rukia have to go do something." Everyone looked at them then Chad said " Ok guys don't be long" he gave Ichigo a look (through his hair I guess) but Ichigo still nodded understanding that he meant not to get into to much trouble and not to worry them by taking to long.

They stormed off to go take care of the hollow while took the time to find a an exuse to go an follow them without anyone becoming suspicous then my phone rang I looked to see who it was and it was Shiro texting me. I opened my phone to read it and was suprised to see he had wrote Tell them that you have to go home to feed me ...Even though it's true ;P.

Boy that is a stupid excuse and boy did I want to kill that son of a bitch. But it was the only excuse i had and they really actually believed it so i ran out of the building and tried to follow the presence of the hollow. I found it just when the started to fight it I watched the whole thing start to finish .

I only watch him b/c I never really wanted him to be a soulreaper from the start. I didn't want him to go to that world were everyone thought that I killed her and didn't even listen to my story, they all just looked at me as if i was a demon and a killer .

It was like they never beilieved in me for a second , sometimes I think they just pitied me and that's all never felt one speek of love never even the people who had hated her wanted me dead thinking I killed her, and no I did not kill her , I guess your wondering who I am talking about the person I am talking is my own mother.

Yes they thought I killed my own mother my own flesh and blood and no I did not (and if you have even been watching the episodes of Bleach you probably already know who did) and I watched her die though right in front of me I remember how she looked at me and I saw the light escape from her eyes.

I loved my mother she was the only other person in the world who knew how it was to be looked at like you were a monster. Like you were nothing just because you looked diffrent I loved how she would just smile off to them and act like nothing was wrong and they were the crazy ones it always made me laugh how she would call them stupid behind there backs.

I also liked it when she said "Don't listen to them they are just jealous of how strong and beutiful we are" she would say in a fake snobish way she would just laugh after saying that and she would walk me around the soul scoiety.

I still miss that I didn't get the chance to be trained by her she was always a good fighter since she always lived up to being the head capitians daughter and also the capitian of squad 2 but to put it all together I just loved my mother to death!