How is it that I always seem to fall
Even when there is no down
There is no gravity
Therefore I cannot fall
But I can fail
Yes I can fail
That's what it was
Failing
I may not have failed
To do great things
By the standards at that time
But I failed myself
I was used
I killed
I killed my own innocence
No it wasn't me
They did it
They took me from my home
They taught me to be a killer
They forced me to kill
To fail
I didn't fail to annihilate the Buggers
If that can be considered success
How could it though
Why would anyone in their right mind
Consider that a success
I killed an entire race of sentient beings
I did it
It was me
But now I can make up for what I did
I can make them understand
I will write for the piggies
Then perhaps I will be ok
Who am I kidding
I destroyed too many
That will always weigh on my thoughts
But at least I can heal these people
The ones I've fallen in love with
Then perhaps
They will be ok
And that would be enough
Enough for me
If they are happy
I will be happy
And I will see my sister again soon