1. Irrevocably in love with the once enemy

I always felt weird next to him. It always looked like he was my brother taking me out for the day. I'd want him to hold my hand, put his arm around me do normal couple things but as Jacob would always reply there was nothing conventional about us. Soon he'd look like my dad and my real dad would not like that at all, hearing all those peoples thoughts, look isn't that lovely the two of them out together, her mother must be a stunner, which she was but then Mom would do something motherly and any one under the age of twenty-five would automatically start thinking of her and that would send Dad over the edge, Mom would automatically shield the unfortunate men who were attracted to her. Dad always hated it when we'd all be out and Jacob would say something that Mom and I would find amusing but of course Dad wouldn't. I loved them both but sometimes Jake was more reasonable, he would try to be civil with my dad and refrain from calling him bloodsucker when I was in the room. When Dad told me stories of when Mom was human he would usually refer to her as "her typical obstinate self" but now he was just plain stubborn. Mom however loved the fact that Jake was still around and that he had moved with us to Alaska after all he was her best friend and was already clued in on our secret, in fact without Jake, Mom would have never well not never but it would have taken her longer to discover our secret well Dad's secret. So Mom (after awhile of being frustrated especially at my nickname Nessie) was ecstatic that Jacob imprinted on me. After all she knows what it's like to be irrevocably in love, I loved him physically, emotionally and mentally. It was hard for Jake though he loved me and he wasn't physically attracted to me like he had been with my mom, he realised of course I was always going to be Bella's daughter and look younger than him so it wasn't a physical attraction but more mental and emotional but sometimes I would do or say something that would remind him of Mom before she was human and Jake would just imagine me as I would be when I am able to grow and then his imagination wonders the process is slow but still, what father wants to see their little girl that doing that. I remember the first time it happened.

We were still in Forks. For once Dad was not faking a good time I had said something naive and innocent, although I was still three I had incredible maturity, I had to be if we were out and we were stopping to chat to someone and I opened my mouth and said mommy I have to use the tinkle room then surely there would be questions asked. We were all there the whole Cullen clan. Jacob was sitting next to me his arm was around me that was as much as Dad would allow and I asked something like when was I born but apparently it was the way I said it was amusing, I however didn't find it funny and blushed then stood up and left but slipped in true Mom style, then for some bizarre reason Jacob had a flash back and without delay he pictured me as seventeen, he later told me that I was in his head fascinatingly beautiful my hair was just like Mom's and my face was even more beautiful and enticing than anyone's he had ever seen, then as most teenage boys who see an attractive girl his imagination wandered. That's when Dad lost it.

"What! Are you kidding me?" Dad shouted

"Edward what's the matter?" Mom asked.

Uncle Emmet stood up he knew the tone in Dad's voice. Jacobs face turned to guilt. Grandpa and Grandma turned to Aunt Alice, Aunt Alice looked at Uncle Jasper, Dad didn't want to calm down.

"Are you that sick? That is perverse "Dad bellowed

Dad moved closer to Jake .Jake stood up.

"Look, Edward I'm sorry I-"He raised his hands up in defence.

"Shut up, Dog"

"Hey there's no need to get nasty, I'm sorry"

"No you don't get to be sorry"

Then Uncle Emmet moved in

"Edward stop just leave it"

"Edward, what did he think?"Mom asked. Then he said it, the whole room looked disgusted and shocked I am only three years old. I was secretly delighted that he would even have a thought like that about me, he loved me but I think in a way he always has thought of me as Bella's daughter that he was not stuck with but he's waiting until he can love me that way seven years is a long time for any boy.

"Just go Jake "Mom wept, she put her hand on Dad's shoulder he relaxed slightly but still had a hard stare on Jacob.

"Bella, I'm sorry, I-"Jake said moving toward her but Dad stiffened

"Just Go" Mom shouted

He looked at me, I smiled lightly reassuring him that I was ok with what had happened he grinned, making sure Dad didn't see. I loved Jacob. I had forever, He had the average human lifespan. Jacob would miss out on something that I knew Jake wanted, children. I wanted kids too but I knew while I was growing I couldn't conceive or give birth without killing myself and if we were to change a baby or child the volturi would be on our case like there was no tomorrow. There was a way for us to be together for ever and ever but he would never go for it, nobody would do it for me neither, we could change Jacob, change Jake into a vampire.