You said it wasn't because you didn't love me as I sat sobbing in that hard wooden chair. That it was because you loved me too much that you just couldn't be with me and not see me all the time. You said it hurt too much. I sat there as the wall of support that you had been to me for the past two years came crumbling down. I thought that I couldn't possibly live without you by my side. Too much love? How could it be that you loved me too much to be with me? I couldn't comprehend.
Then a month later when I saw you with her, even though you claimed to just be friends, it just made it worse. Routinely you would tell me that you still loved me more than ever. You insisted that whenever we could be together all the time, we would be together stronger than ever. I hated you for trying to keep me hanging on, but even more I hated myself for wishing it would happen.
But that was then and this is now. I don't need you anymore. I thank you for showing me unintentionally how great and strong I can be without you. Now the positions switched around it's you that's begging me to please stay because you love me. You want me to take you back because you can't live another day without me, beg me to just talk to you. Well that's too bad Darlin' I don't want you anymore and to be quite honest the thought of being with you ever again makes me sick.