Is That Alright?
A/N: I got this idea while listening to Ashe's song 'Is That Alright?' It's a good song and I like AmeBel. If there are any grammar mistakes or spelling errors please tell me in the comments below. –Sadist the Boy
You never notice me. I'm always here for you but you never see my feelings, even though I make it so obvious. You just talk about him. You always talk about him. Sometimes, I just wonder if I should just tell you how I feel about you. If I tell you how I feel, how would you react?
Would you be happy? Would you be mad? Would things get awkward? Would you avoid me? Would you feel the same?
These questions will have to remain unanswered for now. For now…I'll just keeping admiring you from afar. Is that alright?
...
I can't take it anymore. All you talk about is him. Nothing but him. How you holds you. How he touches you. How he whispers sweet nothings into your ear. He's not supposed to do that. He's not allowed to do that. You're supposed to be mine. That's why I've decided. I'm going to make you mine.
Alright?
...
"Alfred?"
You call out to me, your brown heels clicking against the concrete of my basement. You can't see me, but I'm here.
"Where are you? I'm late for my date with Toris."
Him again. It's always him. He's all you care about. He's all you talk about.
"Alfred, Toris got me roses!"
"Alfred, Toris gave me a promise ring!"
"…Natalia…"
I call out to you, leaving my safe hiding space.
"What is it you called me for, Alfred? You know I have a date!"
You raise your voice at me. It hurts my chest.
"Yes. I know. You wouldn't shut up about it."
I can't hide the malice in my voice.
"Why don't you understand?"
It hurts. My chest hurts.
"Why can't you see it?"
I grip my shirt, trying to numb the pain as I close in on you and back you against a wall. I bury my head into the crook of your neck.
"Alfred…?"
You sound afraid. You try pushing me away but I'm stronger than you. I pin your hands against the wall.
"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE? YOU'RE HURTING ME NATALIA! TORIS THIS! TORIS THAT! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?"
The pain in my chest in unbearable.
"I need to go, Alfred! You're hurting me!"
You yell. It is silent and I don't move.
"On your date, right?"
You want to go crawling back to Toris and leave me here…? My hands slither down to her thighs.
"I'll break your legs so that you can't move."
"Alfred, no—AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
Ah, are you in pain? Sorry, but no one can hear you beyond these soundproof walls.
"Shh. The pain will pass, Natalia."
You're terrified. But don't worry. After all…
"You'll be with me forever."
Is that alright?
A/N: I really like Yandere! America.
