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Song: Unfriend you by Greyson Chance.
Unfriend Him
I really thought that you were the one
It was over before it begun
It was so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay
I really thought he was the one for me. He was the one that was always at my side, when I needed something. Whether I needed a shoulder to cry on, or someone to tell me that I was loved, needed. Some mistakes can really make a difference. His mistake was the one that broke me in two. Not just my heart, but my whole body. Half of me wanted to stay and fix this mess we created, and the other half wanted to run away screaming, with tears rolling down my cheeks.
I really did not want to walk away without an explanation, but I knew I couldn't stay anywhere near him without bursting into tears. I knew that my heart could not hold the pain anymore, the rejection… he made his decision, and I can't stay any longer.
You're beautiful and crazy too
Baby, that's why I fell into you,
Even though you would pretend to be
You never were with me
He was the apple of my eye, the center of my life. We were best friends since birth, because of our parents. I can still remember everything from childhood years. Playing in the sandbox, playing hide-in-seek, the scrapes and bruises, him standing up for me when I got picked on… It goes on and on. Our parents knew we were meant for each other. They tried playing matchmaker when we were in our older years, and at first it did not work out right.
Edward was always the ladies man. His bronze hair sticking up everywhere, giving him the lazy, 'I just rolled out of bed' looks. His deep, sparkling forest green eyes mesmerized you whenever you looked in them. I could get lost for days on end in his eyes. His kissable lips had the female population of Forks High School drooling over him, wanting a piece from 'the Edward Cullen.' His looks were part of why I fell for him, but I could not help it. Everybody wanted him just for his body. I wanted him for his sincerity, love, and intelligence. He was not just the athletic type guy. He was also on the excelsior list. Being in a class above his level for most of his High school years. But, they knew they could not have him. He was taken, at least I thought.
After a while of just having the feeling hidden, they just overflowed my system. By some miracle, he felt the same way too. So here we are, almost a year later, together and happy. At least, that was how I felt. He always hid his feelings well, and when he sometimes let it slip, I could not tell the difference. He was with me physically, but not emotionally.
So it's over
So imma Unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew
So I will Unfriend you
'Cause I should have known right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah, it's over
My last move is to Unfriend you
I just wanted to scream at him that it was over. It obviously was what he wanted. He was the best guy that I had known. He was the best, loving, caring boyfriend anyone would want. He bought me flowers, chocolates, stayed with me when I needed him… That was in the beginning. The months leading up to the one year mark, he changed. He stopped giving me gifts, stopped coming over during the weekends to hang out. He still walked by my side during school, and sometimes out in town. He gave me searing kisses, but it did not feel right. I should have known right from the start that this whole going from 'buddy buddy' thing to boy/girlfriend thing would not work. Once a playboy, always a playboy.
News spread fast in the hallways of Forks high school, and somehow I found out about it. Rumors state that Edward was spotted underneath the bleachers by the sports field, making out with Jessica Stanley. Later on that day, Angela, my best friend, told me that Jessica was saying that Edward texted her during class and wanted know if they could meet up and go a little further than kissing. To say I was furious was an understatement. I left that day, without a ride, and stomped my way, in the pouring rain, to my home. Later on, Edward stopped by, and asked why I was not by his car in the parking lot. I wanted to so badly tell him what I found out, but unfortunately, my parents were behind me. Of course, they were infatuated with Edward and told us that we were a perfect couple. All I wanted to do was forget about Edward-delete him from my life- and move on. It looked like Edward already did, during a relationship with me.
I thought in time that you would change
That my time and love would heal the pain
I didn't want this day to come
But now all I feel is numb.
I had hoped, wished, that all the dedication and love that I put forth in the relationship would heal the pain of loss. I could tell Edward was hurting. Not having a different girl each day hanging on his arm, was his way of being hurt. I could see the longing in his eyes, during lunch, when he would stare at the table of cheerleaders across from our table. He tried to hide it, but I could always read him like an open book.
I did everything in my power to delay the day I knew would come. The day where he ended up cheating on me. When I found out what he did, I was mad and numb. I must have done something wrong for him to go back to his playboy ways. I felt like I was nothing, empty, used, not loved. I felt numb to the bone- nothing could heal this massive heartbreak.
So it's over
So imma Unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew
So I will Unfriend you
'Cause I should have known right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah, it's over
My last move is to Unfriend you
You came on to everybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine
After I found out that he cheated on me, I hid the anger and loss. He seemed to think that I did not know a thing. As I walked down the halls, seeking him, I found him sometimes leaning against the lockers, with a swarm of girls around him. He gave them the 'Edward Cullen smirk,' which made anyone fall for him. That was part of what made me fall for him. When he saw me, he always straightened up, and pushed through the group to embrace me and kiss me sweetly.
I always used to fall for it, but now, I just pushed him off me and walked away. When I did not here any footsteps behind me, I took one last glance behind, and saw that he had joined the group again. I thought that he was my belonging, thought that he belonged to me and no one else. I guess I was wrong in that department too. Everybody had a stamp on their forehead saying they have been used by Edward Cullen. I was only one of his conquests.
So it's over, yeah we're through, so Imma Unfriend you So Imma Unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew, so I will Unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn't have a human heart
Now it's over, my last move is to Unfriend you
So Imma Unfriend you
The day I could not take anymore, rolled up quickly. Everybody was gushing that Edward had kissed them recently, and I was still his girlfriend. I gave up on him. I gave up on what I thought was love. He gave up on me. I had a plan all set-finally I would be free of the pain, loss. I told him the other day that I had a test during our part of lunch, and told him that I was sorry. He did not seem phased though. He took the bait. What he did not know was that I did not have a test. I lied, and he fell for it.
I entered the cafeteria, looking at our table, and found it empty. A smile that I really did not want to come graced my face. I will be free in no less than five minutes. Looking over at the cheerleading table, I found the mob of bronze hair I was looking for. I walked over quickly, him not facing me, and walked up behind him. The girls facing me had their eyes wide, and jaws a slack. Lauren Mallory was placed on Edward lap, and their faces were connected in a searing kiss. I cleared my throat, and walked to the side, where Edward could see me. At the noise of my throat clearing, Edward disconnected his face from Laurens and looked around, aggravated someone ended hi kiss. When his eyes landed on me, his jaw fell and eyes widened.
"Bella," he breathed. I gave him a smile, my eyes tightening. He shoved Lauren out of his lap and into the empty seat on his left. The time was now; I had to do this, before my resolve crumbled.
"I hope you're happy. We are through, Edward. Lose my number," I said happily and walked away. I walked straight to the door leading outside, never looking back once. I could hear Edward calling for me from behind, but I could not give a car. I was free. I unfriended my best friend.
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Song: Unfriend you by Greyson Chance