N/A: Ok, I have no idea what the hell is that. Honestly, it just pop up in my mind. Still, I hope somebody enjoy it and reviews are always welcome.
About Shadows and Light
I though you would never look at me…
Why should you, anyway?
There is nothing to look at.
I was so certain of that…
But you keep coming back, searching for me when nobody would.
I can't blame then, I was always so dull.
A whisper, a shadow.
Nothing to remember.
Nothing to care.
Cause I would be always there.
I am, still.
But something is wrong.
Or, maybe, just right for the first time.
And this thing is you.
Your eyes. Your voice.
Your everything.
Do you even notice yourself?
Cause I bet you never do.
And no, I don't understand either.
How your eyes keep finding me, even when you are not looking for me?
How your fragile words can always make a difference? Make it better?
You are not my opposite. You are not supposed to make me feel better, or even feel at all.
Still, you always do.
How?
How can you give me strength and warm and…faith…when it's you who always need my help?
You're the one who need to be rescued! Pretty much ALL the time!
Instead, YOU save ME!
How, in Zeus' name, that is even remotely possible?
But you keep doing that. The same way you keep looking at me.
Keep finding me.
Even if I don't ask for it (and I never do).
Is that you way of paying me back?
I save your life, you share your light?
That is so confusing…I know you're not Light.
Still, that is exactly what you do. You shine a light, drag me out of the shadows.
You remember everybody that I'm here, right in front of everyone.
In front of those eyes, even if nobody can see me like you.
And I have to confess, I like it.
I like to be around, be talked to, be smiled to.
Be more than just there.
But, at the same time, I don't know what to do.
It doesn't seems fair.
Light is not the same as life.
If it's really you payment, it's not enough.
I want…more.
But no more light, never.
I don't actually like light, you know?
I want…I like…you.
You.
I want more of you. I want everything.
All of you.
Forever.
Is that as unforgivable as everybody think?
Is that an unspeakable crime?
I don't know. Nobody ever told me I could feel this….warm.
But I do, and I don't want it to go away.
I can go back to the shadows. I can be just there, waiting for someone to remember me, if only for a brief moment.
But I can't be…cold? Is that what I'm trying to say?
I don't know. I'm not good with emotions.
Not mines anyway.
But I can't seem to figure out yours either.
So, you will tell me.
You will look into my eyes and say, loud and clear.
I won't take a broken whisper this time.
You have to tell me, why I want this so much.
Why I keep saving you, not letting anybody do it instead of me?
Why it feel wrong when your eyes are not on me?
Why your whisper speaks louder than the thunder?
I need to know. Need to understand.
Cause I have a feeling, I could end up falling because of this.
And I'm not sure if I would mind at all.
Cause you always catch me.
You know I never fall, but it doesn't stop you.
I don't even know how it start.
Strange, hun? Confuse.
Insane…
So put me out of my misery and tell me already!
I was fine before I met you! What the heck changed?
Why I don't want to be a shadow anymore?
I can't fight my fate.
Then again, you are not Light, are you?
So come and drag me out of the shadows again.
Force me into your light.
Tell me why.
And maybe…
…maybe I won't fly away again.
