:'(
Broken
There are days he feels like everything is falling apart. And in his heart he knows that is it but in his head he thinks that there is nothing that he can do. To he useless and like everyone is leaving though that is the complete opposite.
There days that he wants to take a knife cut his wrists to end it all.
He wants to do it so badly and he knows that if he did that his pain would be gone and he free.
There are days he feels like everything is falling apart. And in his heart he knows that is it but in his head he thinks that there is nothing that he can do. To he useless and like everyone is leaving though that is the complete opposite.
There days that he wants to take a knife cut his wrists to end it all.
He wants to do it so badly and he knows that if he did that his pain would be gone and he free.
Free from everything that hurts him. Free all the pain and disappointment of his failures. He knows that everybody that he's perfect and that he can anything. But truth is, he's broken and he's apart bit by bit.
He knows that he needs to talk to someone but there is seems life there is no one. It feels like he's all on his own. Maybe he did have someone, then he could start to heal.
But he had no one. And he knew that that was a lie he had his three best friends and older brothers. The problem was he felt like he couldn't tell them anything. He knew he could trust them, that wasn't the problem.
He was broken beyond repair and he couldn't be fixed.