Hey guys, this isn't long, but it took me like five mins. probably has lots of problems, sorry. but enjoy and drop me a line if you would please. and go listen to Addicted by Saving Abel. thats what gave me the idea!
Lust or love? That is the question. Do You love me or the sex? The question that is hardest to answer. You are attracted to me, maybe. But is it an actual connection i have with you or is it merely a attraction to the sex you get so easily? That sounds whorish, but you only have to bat an eyelash and nibble my ear, and i'm yours for the night, to do what you like. I can't help it. I'm addicted to you. Everything about you is intoxicating. Especially when you're loving me, when you're all mine. It is almost a regretful feeling when i wake up and realise you're already gone. Probably with some girl. But then it hits me, that your not really mine.
I'm completely dependent on my fix every night. Only some nights i think to myself, "I won't let him use me tonight," But everytime you look at me with that glint in your eyes. When you say those words to me so seductively, when you touch me the way you do, my resolve crumbles and you claim me yet again. I've wondered many times what it would be like if we were "together" it might mar your reputation though. You and the demon child. Me the demon child, people would turn their noses up on you. People would scorn you. That woudn't be good. So I'll settle for the secret nights we have.
I have one thing to say to you. I love you. I really do, but I can't tell you that. You might leave for good, and then I wouldn't even get the minimal love I do get from you. I depend on the nights you decide to come visit me. When you come back for your fix as well. There are tricks I know that no other girl is going to. That is why you come to me. Not for love, for the pleasure only I can give you. I've got you hooked, and you come back increasingly often. If I play my cards right, you won't leave. You won't be able to, I'll have you completely enthralled. You won't find anyone else that can satisfy you anymore and eventually you'll be begging me for it. Thats all I could ask for. To be the only one to be able to satisfy your growing need.
Even if we aren't together, if you only come to me with those needs, I'll be happy. I'll be happy. So just keep coming to me and you'll never have to know my sorrows. You'll never have to know that, I love you,
Sasuke.