A/N: this fic depressed my friend, please R&R
Disclaimer: His Dark Materials are not mind, I am just borrowing them for sake of this fic. Please don't sue me, am getting no money from it.
As Long As I Live
"If we could come here at the same time, just for an hour or something, then we could pretend we were close again- because we would be close, if you sat here and I sat just here in my world-"
"On Midsummer Day," she said, At midday. As long as I live."
"As long as I live." They chorused
Every time I go to the gardens I feel his presence near me. It feels as if he really is sitting there next to me and I could just reach out and touch him, but he isn't there so I just sit knowing he is there in his Oxford sitting wishing I were there. Oh how I miss him, my will, Pans Kirjava.
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I sit here in the gardens wishing she were here, my Lyra, wishing I could just see her one more time, touch her, hold her. I wish I were there knowing I can't be but wishing all the same. Wishing I could watch he. I feel her sitting beside me but I cannot see her. Oh how I long to see her.
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"Will? Will, is that you?"
"Lyra!? Where are we?"
"I don't know, I think we are dreaming. I can't see you Will, where are you?"
"I am here right next to you, just let your eyes adjust you'll see me."
"Will, I see you now. Oh how I have missed you."
"me too Lyra, me too."
They embraced and kissed passionately, both knowing it's a dream but not caring, not caring about the strangeness about them having the same dream, and not caring that at any moment they will wake up and forget it all. All they cared about is actually seeing each other, feeling the warmth of the others body against their own.
"Oh will, I love you so much, why did we have to leave each other?" Lyra asked while running her hands through his thick black hair, down his face, over his chest.
"Lyra you know the answer to that, I love you too, you have no idea how much you mean to me."
"Will! You are fading, I am waking up! Don't leave me again please! I love you will I always have and always will!"
"LYRA!! I love you with all my heart, I think of you every moment I will never leave you my soul will always bee with you. As long as I live I will never forget you, even when I am dead I will wait for you I promise I will."
"Will, I will wait for you too!"
She said choking back a sob.
"I will wait for you as long as I live!"
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They both sat up in bed tears staining their faces and cried themselves back to sleep. Both dæmons curled up to soothe their humans aching heart knowing they will always love each other as long as there are stars in the sky and knowing that they themselves will always love each other too.
AN: ok I think that was sappy but it was my first fic. so don't kill me, please. If you liked it tell me what you liked about it k?
Disclaimer: I don't own the book 'The Amber Spyglass' so don't sue me for using it as a topic. But this fic is mine but I bet you all don't give a flying feck..