All songs by J Rice
1st song,Broken yet holden on
2nd song,Okay to cry
3rd song,Fight
4th song,Invincible
…Back up the day now, what did I do to get us to this place, this moment I can feel it, deep in my chest, I can't breathe. I can't let go, broken yet holding on to you to us this love is too strong for me to hold on broken yet holding on…
I turned down the radio, upset at myself. What had I done? I was such an IDIOT. How could I be so stupid? I was in love but I ignored it, like it was nothing. Thinking love was nothing. But I knew it was there. Why was I afraid? Every where I looked love was falling apart, hurting people. It killed others, destroying their relationships. They depend so much on love that I always stayed away from it. But know that I know what it was like, how much it changes a person; I see that I was a fool. He brought love into my life. And I thought that would break me. Think back on how patient he was, waiting for me to say yes to that date. Showing the small things I was missing. I had distanced myself thinking if I got too close to anyone, boy or girl that would fall in love with a girl who wasn't real. Whether it was fatherly, brotherly, sisterly love or just plain love, they would never get close. What was I thinking? I need love as much as the next person. I needed him.
I didn't bother to wipe the tears that feel down my face. I miss him. I hated this. I needed him in my life. Slowly I turned back up the radio.
...But after everything is over, and I still hurt… I'll cry, I'll cry, it's hard to keep inside, all the emotions I feel tonight, I'll cry, I'll cry, it's so hard for another love, finding yourself after you break up…
I turned back down the radio. I had to find, tell him I'm sorry. I don't want a broken heart I don't want to keep crying these tears. Why was I doing this?
He protected me when I needed it the most, whether it was over the most stupid things or not. I needed him. He sang me to sleep when I was scared, despite the fact I was older than him. He knew I carried some much weight on my shoulder, he knew I couldn't do this, but still he stood by my side. And I just lost him.
No. this isn't like me, to give up. I will find him, I will tell him. I will let him in my life. I will not let him walk away. I will not let me push him away. I need him. I love him. I won't lose him, not after everything we've been though.
…And I'm gonna fight to keep you mine, before I let you walk out of my life, I'll die, if you're not by my side, I'm gonna fight for the life, I've been looking for, for so much time, I'm gonna fight…
I jumped as my radio came back on, and turned to look at it.
He was there standing by my side, hand on the radio. He was here.
"Fang…" I stood up slowly, and reached out was this real. I touched flesh. "Fang…" I threw my arms around him.
"Max…." Fang whispered back.
I pulled away slightly, and kissed him.
Fang quickly pulled away shocked at my bold actions.
"Fang…" I averted my eyes before looking back at him. "I love you"
Silence.
I started to pull back, tears welling in my eyes once again.
Before I knew what was going on, I was pressed flush against him, and his mouth was on mine. It was soft, gentle, and strong .It was full of happiness, possession. Everything I wanted him to be, everything I needed him to be. Everything I wanted to be for him, everything I needed to be for him, was said in my kiss.
Fang pulled back and rested his forehead against mine.
"I love you"
...When I'm with you, I feel invincible, put me on the front line, invincible, like I can stop time, invincible, as long as I got you, I feel invincible, like I can stop a bullet, invincible, yeah anything I can do it, Invincible as long as I got you…