Hey there! Shadowmistx98 here!
Didja guys miss me?
... Ok, I'm not that far away from my last log in here in fanfic but since I started school last last week, I've been having a hard time keeping up here... So, yeah... This fanfic is a little dark in nature compared to what I always write. Just so you guys know, this is only a one-shot. I won't be continuing this so don't bother to tell me in the reviews to update...
Warning: OOC, very short one-shot
Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Eater.
You don't know how much important something is unless you start losing it.
When you'll least expect it to happen, you'll take it for granted.
Ignore it.
Lie to yourself.
Lie to your feelings.
My feelings...
I stared at her body, motionless in the hospital bed. Unconscious. Almost lifeless.
My eyes trailed from her foot to her head.
There were so many wounds bandaged.
Those wounds...
Those fatal and critical wounds.
She received it from our last mission.
That kishin...
It was too much for us to handle.
That son of a-
The door creaked and my trail of thoughts were interrupted.
"Oh, Soul..." Tsubaki came in with a bouquet of flowers on her right arm. Her tone was rather sad.
Well, who wouldn't be sad with what happened?
I returned a nod in response. I looked at her walk towards Maka's bed. She placed the flowers on the side table and arranged Maka's bangs neatly.
We were silent for more than a minute, but Tsubaki broke it.
"So... How are you?" she asked me with a sad tone.
I can't help but feel kind off insulted but I understand that she's only trying to lighten up the mood.
"I... I don't know what to feel..." I answered with doubt.
She nodded. "Me either..." Tsubaki looked away.
Another silence went in our way. It wasn't as long as the first one, though.
"So, Professor Stein said there was a low chance of her surviving this, huh?"
I could see her trying to suppress her tears.
"She's been like this for months now... Will she really wake up?"
She sniffed and adjusted her grip on her shoulder bag.
"I'll leave you alone... I just wanted to visit Maka..." Tsubaki stood up straight.
I swallowed a hard lump on my throat. I couldn't reply.
"The flowers was from Black Star... He didn't want to see Maka at this state..." she said before leaving and closing the door.
I bowed my head and bit my lip. I looked at Maka once more.
"You hear that?" I asked, not expecting any answer. "Everyone's worried about you... Everyone wants to see you again, lively and cheerful..."
I continued to look at her. "Maka... I don't want to see you like this anymore..."
I shook my head. I know... I felt tears coming out.
"Maka, I'm sorry... I wasn't able to protect you... I'm so sorry..." I bit my lip more and held her hand.
"Maka, I don't want to lose you..." I started to say things I didn't know I could.
"I'm a fool for being insensitive to your feelings... To my feelings... I shouldn't have ignored it... I should've not lied to myself..."
I tightened my grip on her hand.
"How ironic, huh? Earlier, I was too afraid to admit it... But now, I'm too afraid to lose you just because I couldn't admit my feelings..."
Tears started to roll on my cheeks. Yes. I didn't know how much I cared. How much I cared for you.
Maka...
And my biggest regret... If that Maka won't be able to wake up, is that I won't be able to say these words to her.
"Maka, I love you..."
Hope you guys enjoy it. Oh, and this fanfic is supposed to make you create your own ending. It's up to you if you'll create a happy or sad ending in your mind. Let your imagination flow, dear readers~
Ok, shadow, signing out!