It was not unusual for Finn to wake up in the middle of the night and realize he had to wash his sheets. Always just as annoying, but not unusual at all.

Sighing with annoyance at his own body for betraying him like this, he groggily pulled the sheets off of his bed and carried them to the washer. Fortunately the washer was far enough from his mother's room that she probably didn't notice these nighttime occurrences.

Putting the sheets in the washer and sloppily adding detergent, he tried to remember who the dream was about. It wasn't about Rachel, which made sense because he was kinda mad at her. It wasn't about Quinn either…Nor was it about Santana, who has graced his dreams before because she is kinda extremely hot.

The moment he selected a cycle at random was when it hit him. At first he was shocked, then it made him question everything he knew about himself. His last two years. All of the drama. Was this a fluke? Did it say something about him?

The dream was about Blaine, and now his head really hurt.

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He tried not to think of the incident further, because thinking about it made his head hurt. He didn't think about it again until he was in math, because that was the only thing that sucked even more.

So why did he dream about Blaine? He's a dude, and he's only met him a few times. Why him?

Finn was convinced that it said nothing about him, that being cheated on again just screwed with his brain, so it decided to try something new or something. No, this said nothing.

Plus, Kurt was going for him, so that would just go against all bro codes that he knew. So he decided not to act on it.

But then he noticed how he acted towards Blaine more. While he didn't get all nervous and his hands didn't get all clammy like they did for a normal girl crush, instead of looking at his eyes he tended to fondly look at his eyelashes, instead of seeing him as Kurt's friend he started to see him as a guy he likes. But no, that would be wrong, because he's Kurt's. And besides, he's a guy, and his brain is just fucking with him. No need to think it further.

Any psychologist would have said that he suddenly felt the need to kiss every girl in school and get back with Quinn as a desire to prove he is not gay. They would have argued that he got into a fight during Blaine's song at prom due to conflicted emotions that came up when hearing the song. But none of this occurred to him, because he never let himself think of the idea again.

Well, that was until he became single. And not just single like he was before, with a girl trying to get with him or him trying to get with a girl. he was like, actually single.

"Wait, why are we breaking up?" Finn asked during a lunch on the bleachers. "I thought we were really happy together, and wanted to spend our last year here together."

"Of course we're happy together," Rachel explained, seeming a bit downtrodden by the fact that Finn was not taking her sudden break up very well. "But this year I need to focus on applying to schools in New York. And I need to focus on myself. I don't want to be remembered as the girl who everyone hates. I want to be remembered as the girl destined for something wonderful. I want to be single this year. So I do love you, and I do want to stay friends, but I just don't think we should be dating."

As upset as he was, he knew that going to college in New York meant the world to her, that it was a beacon of hope for her. So they broke up. And at first he figured okay, he can get together with Quinn, but Quinn was busy doing whatever with Puck, so that didn't exactly work. And all the other girls in Glee were either taken or scary, and he still kinda felt bad for making Quinn cheat so he didn't want to try that again.

And then later that week, Blaine transferred.

Given the state he was in, it wasn't exactly ideal timing. And the dreams returned, but they weren't as bad as the first one. They were actually kinda sappy. Must've been a gay thing or whatever. Not that he was gay, his hormones were just messing with him. After all, if he was gay, he would have had an interest in men, but he didn't.

Of course, all of that was irrelevant because Blaine was dating Kurt, and he was pretty sure that even if he decided that the bro code was stupid, Kurt would tell everyone about his browser history.

But then in January they broke up. And he asked Kurt why, but Kurt seemed a little upset and didn't answer. Blaine no longer came to the house, which oddly upset Finn since they were in winter recess so there was no school. Finally one day, he showed up. Without saying a word to each other, he and Kurt went to his room and closed the door. It totally went against Burt's rule, but he was at the shop and Finn wasn't gonna go rat his brother out or anything. At first he thought they were having make up sex, but then when they left instead of having messy hair and ragged breaths, they had teary eyes and Kurt seemed happier than he had been those last few days. Finn figured they talked things through and got back together, but they really didn't seem together, but instead just friends. At one point he asked Kurt, and Kurt looked at him like he was unbelievable tactless before responding that they're just friends now.

Finn wasn't sure how his feelings should react to that. So he decided not to let them.

Little did he know what was in store for him during this final stretch of high school.

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Yeah so that was the first chapter. Review if you would like! And yes, it is starting off slowly, I promise it'll pick up soon enough and the summary will actually happen…