SO this is a Haru story. I have been having major writters block and this was the only thing running through my mind. Like I said it was inspired by the Sara Bareilles song. It really fit Haru I think. It my not be the best since it like midnight but hopefully you like it. Sorry for the spelling and gramar.
Oh and I don't own anything.
on to the story.
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Why?
That was the question that always ran through my mind as I saw you together with her. You leave me to dry every time she comes around.
Why? Why couldn't you ever look back at me? I was here.
I'm not as blind as you think I am. I knew you had feelings for her and I wanted to hate you both for it and yet I couldn't. I couldn't bring myself to hate ether of you. Kyoko, she was my best friend and you are my first love.
I loved you so much and helped you win her heart over, all while still loving you. I watched as she hurt you many, many times and takes all you ever had but you always gave her another chance.
"It may work this time." You always say as she runs back into your arms.
I try with all my might to protect you from the demons that she couldn't. I protected you from all the nightmares and dangers that came with entering the mafia world. I even trained to become of the Varia just to protect you, Tsuna.
I gave you everything I was and stayed even though I was suffering because I couldn't stop loving you. I worked to just get a glance not wanting any more or less of you. I'm going to love you until you start looking back.
But I can't take it anymore Tsuna! I can't live watching you with her! But please believe Haru when she says that I will continue loving you. You are my first and last love, Tsuna. I wouldn't have needed a second chance.
Years later
"Tsuna, the mission to find Haru-chan has turned up a frailer yet again. I'm sorry." I listened carefully. She had been missing since they turned 20 years old and I haven't given up on her yet. I know she wouldn't have for me. I couldn't help but thinking to myself of all the places she could have gone too.
"You may leave." The person walked out. I sighed as the song on the radio filled the air. It was a beautiful melody but it was quiet sad almost depressing. "I guess it's time for that make up date with Kyoko" I said to myself getting up.
"That was Haru Bareilles latest hit Bright Lights and-" turning off the radio I walked out but only if I knew that the singer was the girl I was looking for and that song was dictated to no one else but me.
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I hope you liked it! Please review and tell me what you think!