Ok, I know that on my last new story, I gave you a first chapter of a different story. I couldn't come up with anything though, and I got bored of the idea, and so I started writing this one. I'm sorry if you liked the other one! I might start writing it again someday…Also, in this one, Bella has the same attitude as she did in my other story "Bella Wolff." So if you haven't read it, you really should! If I don't update for periods of time, that means that I'm running out of ideas, and I need the awesome mids of you people to help me get ideas! Enjoy my new story "A Restart"! Read and Review please!

Chapter 1: Misery

BELLA'S POV

I was miserable. I'm a married woman. I should be the happiest person on earth. But I just wasn't. I had one wish. Just one giant wish: To turn back time. To turn back the clock to many years ago. Edward Cullen was my husband. But I just wanted to be friends. I also had a daughter. And it was sad. A very sad thing when you started to loathe your very own daughter because she had something that you didn't.

I wanted my Jacob back.

I had made the wrong decision many years ago. All the pizzazz about Edward had left. I guess I just liked him for his looks, and that he was something new and beautiful. But when you look in the mirror and see yourself just as beautiful, and you know everything about this person, there was nothing to like. He was nice and all, and loved me with all of his heart, but now I was just pretending. Pretending to be madly in love with someone I wasn't, and loathing my daughter for something I didn't have.

I always see them, Emily and Sam, Quil and Claire, Kim and Jarred, Rachel and Paul, and I just…always end up leaving to go in the middle of the woods crying vampire tears. Jacob was still my best friend, but he was always spending so much time with Nessie, that he spent time with almost nobody else.

"Bella," says Edward, interrupting my miserable thoughts, "It's time to go," he finishes and smiles, grabbing my hand and pulling me to our house in the woods. Renesmee spends almost every night at Jakes house, so it was usually just us. I put on the happiest smile I can muster, and we sprint out the door hand in hand. We land on the bed with a soft thump and he starts to remove his clothes.

"Bella?" He asks, pausing.

"Mmm?"

"You seemed troubled back at the house. Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, I was just deep in thought," I said, trying to look sincere. I got a lot better at lying. "Why?"

"Well, it just seemed like something was bothering you…" He murmurs, coming up onto the bed.

"Wait," I suddenly stop his advance on me.

"What?" He asks, very serious.

"I… I want to go for a walk," I say quietly.

"Ok then," he says, getting up and has his clothes on in a millisecond, ready to go out the door.

"Alone please," I say. I could immediately see his face fall.

"Ok." He says, deflated, and comes to sit back down on the bed. I walk past him, but he suddenly grabs my shoulder, "Wait, when do you think you'll be back?"

"I have no idea," I answer, and sprint out the door away from all of his questions. I ran for a really long time, not knowing where I was going really, but I just kept running. But even the running couldn't keep my mind off of everything. I had gone in a circle and was heading towards town. But I immediately turn back around when I heard them on the beach.

The beach was completely deserted, except for two people splashing around in the water, giggling and laughing. And I hated it. There was a boy. An extremely sexy boy. And a girl. A girl whom everyone thought was very beautiful. I thought she was beautiful at one point too. And then I realized that her beauty had stolen something that I had had my eye on for a long time.

They dried off in silence, before the boy spoke. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen…Will you marry me?" If there was anything I didn't want to hear right now, it was that. I ran for hours, until the sun came up, crying vampire tears the whole time. I had ruined my life, and I had to pay the time. But this time never ended. I would be this way for eternity.

The sun was coming up. Yet… for some reason my vision was getting darker. It became so dark that I couldn't see. I felt faint, a feeling I haven't felt since I had been alive. I could feel the grass caressing my body, as I fell to the ground with a thump. It was black for a long time. I felt a sensation of falling. And spinning. Falling and spinning in to an abyss. A never ending abyss. Am I dead? I would hope to be dead. That would be welcomed by me right now. But I was not that lucky. Not lucky enough to be dead. But what I didn't know at the time, is that I was luckier.

The next thing I heard was a school bell.