Hey. This is my first shot at something rated T. One day it might be rated M or part 2 will be an M idk. Some things you should is based on true events that happend .This is being written by me but I'm getting help from another person inolved with much of this. Just so you know...yes this was pretty immature and wasn't the smartest or sain thing to do. And yes down right creepy at times. Either way enjoy.

My alarm wakes me up at 6. I have butterflys in my stomach. High school has been really scary so far. Thankfully I have my bestie Alice. Her mom drives her to my house every morning because I am too nervous to ride my bus alone.

I straighten my dark brown hair and add some makeup. My eyes are so very boring..everyday I wish I had something more exciting like a blue or a green...but they are just plain brown.

I hear my sisters kids wake up. I live with my siter and her family. She has 3 kids and is pregnant with another. It drives me insane that her and her husband have been so careless and got pregnant again. I know they love their kids but I always get stuck baby sitting and it is extreamly annoying.

I thought life living with victoria and James would be exciting and I would always be doing something my friends but it has ended up being the exact opposite. They are going off whenenever they can and leaving me with their kids. None of my friends really like coming over anymore. The oldest of her kids, Thomas comes down and knocks on my bedroom door.

"Bella, my mom needs you" He opens the door and motions me with his hands upstaris.

"Ok. Just a couple more minutes and I'll be done" He shakes his head

"She says now" I roll my eyes and head upstairs

"What did you need vic" She is on the front pourch smoking

"Lainy needs a diaper change and I need to shower" She blows her smoke out and tosses her cigaret down on the front porch.

"My bus gets here in like 20 minutes" I admit I sound a little whiney but its getting old always doing things for her.

"Stop with the atitude...you live here and you have to help"

I go into the kids room and pick up Lainy. I change her diaper and give her some cereal in her highchair. 20 minutes go by and I knock on the bathroom door.

"Hey vic I have to go" I can here here let out an annoying sigh.

"You need to wake up James then" she hollars through the bathroom door.

I go into her room and turn on the light. "Hey wake up Victoria wants you awake." I leave the light on and head out their bedroom.

I hear him as I grab my backpack and head out the frontdoor he calls me a bi***. Nothing new I have been called that multiple times since I have lived with them. I get to the bus stop right as Alice is getting dropped off and I feel the stress come off my shoulders immediatly. We giggle and chat about a few things as we wait for the bus. I feel braver with her around for some reason.

Eeek thanks for reading! I hope to not have a ton of Bella's family in this but they are important as you are getting to know her and how her mind works. Let me know what you think if you want