Despair.
That was the first of my emotions that had crossed my was I the only one to suffer this kind of pain? Surely the others would understand the pain this would cause me from losing my daughters. Did they not care about their cousin at all?
All the times we would play in Aunt Julia's house at night, me waiting for Uncle Kai to come and pick me up. Them reading me stories by the fire at knight when I was scared of the monsters outside.
They, who I considered my only family after my mother died, are now dead to me.
I have my cousin's blood, Alex and Mara, on my hands in exchange for my unborn daughters deaths which they caused. This pain that wrecks my body as I cry out in the night is it from the loss of my daughters, or the loss of two girls that I had almost considered sisters?
It's more reasonable to believe it's both.
As walk across the hall of the house we use to play in as children, I see my reflection in the mirror. My red eyes glowing brightly in the dark room along with my long dark blond hair swirling down my back to my thighs. The canines of my teeth glow an ghostly white. I turn from my reflection in the mirror, unable to stand the sight of myself.
When I finally reach the door Kail's there, his clothes torn and cover with blood, but he's there. He's there with his warm smile and glittering green eyes that I've loved for so long. My eyes, now back to blue again, begin to overflow with tear as I rush into his arms as sobs break out through my throat. He cradles me in his arms as if I am the most fragile thing he's ever held.