SAM WATCH DEAN TALK TO CA'S AS THERE
GO TO A DIFFERNENT TOWN. DEAN STILL TALK
TO CA'S ON THE CELLPHONE, SAM LOOK OUTSIDE
WHEN HE SAW IT WAS SNOW, SO PEACEFULLY,
SAM CLOSE HIS EYE, AS HE DOESN'T HEAR HIS
BROTHER VOICES NO MORE, NO SOUND,
ONLY SILENCE FILL THE AIR.
THE SORROW THAT FILL HIS HEART IS TORMENT
HIM WHEN HE DREAMS,
THE LONELINESS HE FEEL IS, MAKING HIM
BLEED AT NIGHT, WHEN DEAN IS SLEEP
HE CUT HIS PAIN ALWAY HOPE
MAYBE IT WILL ENDED.
BUT IT NEVER DO, THE BLADE IN
HIS HAND CUT DEEPER TO HIS PALE
WRIST SEEING THE BLOOD FLOW
MAKING HIM WANT TO CRY, HE FEEL
SO WEAK, SO EMPTY, IT FUNNY
DEAN WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT HE
DOES AT NIGHT, THE HIDDEN SUICIDE IN
HIS MIND , AS HE BATTLE THE DARKNESS
INSIDE OF HIM, STRUGGLE TO NOT LOSE
HIM SELF WHEN HE NEAR TOO DEAN.
SAM LOOK AT HIS WRIST AND SEE THE BLEEDING
CUT HEAL ITSELF, LIKE IT NEVER HAPPEN.
WHY SAM SCREAM IN HIS MIND, AS HE HEAR
IT VOICE SAYING, HE WILL SAY YES TO HIM
AND HIM WILL WIN THIS WAR.....
SAM GOT UP FROM THE FLOOR THAT HE
FALL FROM WHEN HE CUT HIS PAIN ALWAY
HE GOT PAPER AND CLEAN THE BLEED
OFF THE FLOOR AND HIS WRIST, DEAN WILL
NEVER KNOW THE TRUST, ANYWAY IT NOT
THAT HE CARE ANYMORE, HIM AND ME
ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER LIKE
TRUE BROTHER, LIKE THE OLD DAY
SAM THROUGH TO HIMSELF
AS HE CRY THE PAIN AND GRIEF
IN SILENCE, NO SOUND, NOTHING
BUT SOFT CRIED .
BEFORE HE GO AND SEE DEAN
IN HIS BED ASLEEP, HE SEE DEAN
LOOK SO PEACEFULL FOR THE FIRST
TIME IN EVER, SAM GO TO HIS SIDE OF
THE BED AND CLOSE HIS EYE, HOPE
HE CAN SLEEP, BUT HE KNOW IT
WILL NEVER BE LIKE THAT,
NO COMFORT, NO HOPE, ONLY GUILT
FOR ENDED THE WORLD,
THE LIE BETWEEN HIM AND DEAN
ARE BECOMING STRONGER AS
EACH DAY PASS, THERE NO LONGER
TRUST, AND LOVE,
NOTHING BUT BETRAY, AND SORROW
SAM OPEN HIS EYE AND LOOK AT THE WINDOW
AND SEE THE BEAUTIFUL MOON,
SAM LOOK AT HIS BROTHER SIDE AS
DEAN SLIP AWAY TO HIS DREAM,
SAM GOT UP SLOWLY , WENT TO THE TABLE
WROTE A NOTE, SAYING I'M SORRY FOR
EVERYTHING I DID, MAYBE ENDED MY LIFE
SHOULD BE A GOOD THING, DEAN I NEVER
MEANT TO HURT, OR BREAK YOU TRUST IN
ME, I WANT YOU TOO KNOW, THAT I LOVE YOU
AND I'M GOIN MAKE DAMN SURE , HE DOESN'T WIN
DEAN THIS GOOD BYE, HOPE YOU AND CA'S
WIN THIS WAR, WITH ME GONE
HE WON'T GET MINE BODY,
DEAN DID YOU KNOW WHEN YOU DIED I MAKE A PROMISE
WHEN I HOLD YOU BROKEN BODY. I PROMISE
MYSELF THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO BECOME
POWER FULL AND TO KILL THAT DEMON BITCH....
THAT HAD YOU IN HELL, EVEN IF I
CONDEMNED MYSELF I WOULD DO ANYTHING,
AND I MEAN ANYTHING DEAN, EVEN BECOMING
A MONSTER , TO ME YOU WERE WORTH IT,
AFTER ALL YOU MY BIG BROTHER
AND I LOVE YOU DE!!!
EVEN IF YOU HATE ME WHEN YOU READ THIS
OR BE HAPPY THAT I'M GONE, THAT
THE DEMON BROTHER THAT YOU ONCE LOVE
AND CARE IS GONE, IT BE OKAY
AFTER ALL I DESERVE IT....
DEAN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF,
HOPE YOU WIN THIS WAR,
GOOD-BYE DE...
FROM YOUR BROTHER SAM...
SAM ONCE LAST TIME LOOK AT DEAN GRAB HIS
THING AND WAlK TO THE DOOR, AND LEAVE
HOPE HIS BROTHER WON'T WAKE UP,
TELL HE GET FAR FROM THIS PLACE.
SAM FELT THE COLD AIR BLOW IN HIS FACE
AS HE DISTANCE HIMSELF FROM HIS
BROTHER, SAM PAUSE FOR A MOMENT
AS HE SAW A PLACE TO REST FOR A BITE..
SAM LOOK AT HIS WATCH AS IT BEEN A ONE
HOUR FROM HIS BROTHER, SAM STOP AND GAZE
TO THE MOON ONCE AGAIN, AS HE FELT
SO ALONE HE FEEL SOME TEAR WERE
ROLLING DOWN HIS PALE CHEEK, AS
MEMORY FILL HIS MIND, NEVER REALLY LEAVE
HIM ALONE, ALWAYS HAUNT HIM, NEVER GONE
SAM CLOSE HIS EYE AS HE FEEL SO SLEEPly
THE DARKNESS WIN WHEN HE FALL SLEEP.
SAM TERRIFIED WOKE UP FROM HIS NIGHTMARE
OF LUCIFER , AND FEEL RELIEVE WHEN
HE SEE NO ONE CLOSE BYE,
SAM FELT SOME NOISE FROM HIS BAG, SAM
OPEN IT AND GRAB HIS CELLPHONE,
AND SAW IT WAS DEAN, DEAN WAS CALLING,
DAMN HE AWAKE, DIDN'T HE READ THE NOTE
THAT HE LEFT THERE,,,
SAM SAW SOMETHING FALL FROM HIS BAG
AND SAW THE BLADE THAT HE CUT IN
THE BATHROOM...
SAM STOP AND LOOK AT IT, SAM CURSE
AND SEE THAT DEAN WAS STILL CALLING,
SHOULD I ANSWER IT..
NO I SHOULDN'T IT BE THE BEST THING TO DO
SAM ARGUE IN HIS MIND..
SAM FELT THE TEAR START TO COME BACK
AGAIN, DOES THIS MEAN DEAN STILL
CARE ABOUT ME. SAM GAZE TO THE
ENDED MOON.. THAT GLOW IN THE DARK...
SAM SAW IN HIS CELL THERE WAS A VOICE-MAIL,
THAT DEAN HAD LEFT,,...
SAM GRAB IT AND PRESS THE VOICE MAIL
AND HEARD HIS BROTHER VOICE
SAYING WHERE THE HELL WAS HE
AND WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING
OF LEAVE HIM BYE HIS SELF..
SAM CAN STILL HEAR HIS BROTHER
SHOUT IN HIS CELL..
SAM KNOW THAT NOW DEAN IS PISSED OFF
AFTER THE VOICE MAILL HAD FINISH
SAM CALL DEAN, AND HOPE IT NOT
DOING A BAD THING, SAM FELT SO
CONFUSE HE THOUGHT HE
WAS DOING THE WORLD A FAVOR OF
GOING AL-WAY...
SAM WAITED FOR HIS BROTHER TO ANSWER
HIS PHONE, SAM FELT HIS
HEART HIS WAS POUNDING DOWN HIS
CHEST, SAM HOLD THE PHONE WHEN
HE HEARD HIS BROTHER VOICE IN
THE OTHER LINE, SAM IMMEDIATE
HEARD DEAN SHOUT, AS WHERE HE WAS
DEAN QUESTION SAM,
SAM STAY SILENCE AS HE HEAR
HIS BROTHER VOICE FILL WITH WORRY
SAM WHERE ARE DEAN ASK...
I CAN'T TELL YOU, DEAN IT FOR THE
BEST YOU HAD CA'S TO HELP YOU
NOW YOU DON'T NEED ME ANYMORE
DEAN, YOU BE OKAY WITHOUT ME,,
SAM TOLD DEAN IN THE PHONE
SAM HEARD SILENCE FILL THE AIR
NO SOUND WAS MADE,, TELL SAM
HEARD DEAN VOICE SAM... PLEASE
TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU, SO I CAN
PICK YOU UP SAM..
I'M SORRY DEAN PLEASE LEAVE THIS
BE,
IT NOT FOR THE FREAKING BEST SAMMY
NOW TELL Me WHERE ARE YOU
SO I CAN KICK YOUR ASS..
DEAN SHOUT IN TEAR
SAM FELT HIS HEART TORN TO PIECE
OF NOTING KNOWING WHAT TO DO
NO DEAN, I CAN'T SAM SAID SADLY
SAMMY PLEASE COME BACK, I NEED YOU
WITH ME,. PLEASE LITTLE BROTHER...
DEAN CAN'T YOU SEE IT FOR BETTER
ME AND YOU, CAN BE FREE FROM
THIS PAIN AND SORROW THAT WE HAD
TOGETHER, YOU DON'T HAD TO TAKE CARE
OF ME ANYMORE DEAN
IT BE ALRIGHT, LET ME GO
SAM TOLD DEAN IN THE CELLPHONE...
NO , NO SAM I WON'T JUST COME BACK...
SAM I BEG OF YOU ...
SAM CLOSE HIS EYE AS HE FELT THE
TEAR WERE COMING BACK AGAIN..
DEAN I I.... DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
I'M CONFUSE NOW,
SAM LISTEN TO ME,,.....
WHERE YOU ARE TELL ME AND
AND WE CAN TALK PLEASE......
SAMMY... TELL ME.. PLEASE
SAM CLOSE HIS EYE AS HE FELT HIS EYE WERE
GOIN BURN FROM ALL THE TEAR THIS NIGHT
WAS MAKING HIM FEEL SO TIRED
DE... .... OKAY I TELL YOU WHERE I AM
SAM SAID..
I'M AT THE MOUNTAIN THAT CLOSE TO THE HOTEL
THAT WE WERE AT.....
SAM SAID... TO DEAN
OKAY SAMMY I BE THERE... JUST WAIT FOR A COUPLE
OF SEC-END OKAY,,.. WITH THAT
DEAN HANG UP ,
AND SAM LOOK AT THE CELL IN HIS HAND
WONDER IF HE DID THE RIGHT THING..
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DEAN GOT ON TO HIS CAR AND START HER UP
COME ON BABY... WITH HAD TO
GET TO SAMMY BEFORE, HE DECIDE TO LEAVE AGAIN
DEAN TOLD THE IMPALE.. SOFTY...
DEAN LOOK AROUND AND FELT THE WILD THROUGH
STOP FILLING HIS HEAD, WHEN HE SAW HIS BROTHER
WERE NOT IN BED AS HE WAS GONE,,
NOT THAT WAS WORST,, THE TERRIBLE THING
IS NOT KNOWING WHERE SAMMY WAS
HE FREAKING LEFT A FUCKING NOTE
WAS THAT POSSIBLE TO MAKE EVERYTHING
OKAY DEAN THOUGHT ANGRY...
DEAN FELT THE PANIC WAS SLOWLY VANISH
DEAN KNOW WHEN HE SEE HIS BROTHER
IT BE CALM, HE BE OKAY..
DEAN SUPPRESSED HIS YELL
AND TEAR THAT HE IMMEDIATE FEEL
STROLLING DOWN HIS FACE, AS HE
TIRED TO COVER IT AWAY
DEAN SAW A FIGURES IN THE ROAD OF
THE DARKNESS, DEAN STOP THE CAR
AND JUMP OUT OF THE CAR , AND RACE
TO HIS BROTHER SAM, AND HUG HIM
SAYING YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN
I PROMISE I WILL HURT YOU, SAM
DEAN LOOK AT SAM TO MAKE SURE
THERE WERE NO WOUNDED IN HIS BODY
DEAN DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING SO IT WAS GOOD
DEAN THROUGH TO HIMSELF...
DEAN AND SAM GOT TO THE CAR AFTER DEAN LET SAM GO FROM THE
HUG THAT THEY JUST DID...
SAM JUST SMILE OF DEAN WHEN HE JUST
CONTINUE TO TALK AND TALK....
MAINLY SAYING IF I DO THAT AGAIN
HE HURT ME FROM MAKING HIM WORRY
ABOUT ME...
SAM ARE YOU HEARING ME
DEAN ASK ANGRY...
YES DEAN I LISTEN I WON'T DO
AGAIN I PROMISE YOU...
SAM TOLD DEAN...
YOU BETTER SAMMY,
DEAN SAID....
DEAN AND SAM ROAD THE STREET
AS THERE GO TO A NEW TOWN, AS
DEAN AND SAM TALK AND SLOWLY
BECOMING BROTHER AGAIN...
AFTER ALL THEY ALOT OF EVIL TO KILL
NOTHING EVER SEEM TO GO EASILY
TO A WINCHESTER....
SORRY IF IT WASN'T GOOD, I'M STILL PRACTICE.... POUTED
I'M TRYING MY BEST....
MOST GET BETTER,,,,, =] LOL....