Standard disclaimer--- I don't own Hero. I don't own yu yu Hakasho. and so on and so forth.(although I wish I owned Kuramahee hee)

Confessions in the darkness

(This means that this is how Kurama thinks about Hiei.)

::this means this is how Hiei thinks about Kurama::

Would you dance,
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
and never look back?
Would you cry,
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
(Oh my precious Hiei, if only I could hold you in my arms, my life would mean soo much more. If only I wasn't so shy. if only my manhood could let me show you how I feel. I love you. I drop hints about it every day, but you don't seem to notice them. or do you not want to notice them. please don't let the latter be true. If only we could dance just one time. I would be the happiest fox on earth. oh Hiei.)

Would you tremble,
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

::Damn my stupid pride and damn my stupid honor! if only I was as selfless as you are my dear Kurama. I wish I could grab you up in my big strong arms and kiss you long and deeply. oh, but that would destroy me. although I want you soo badly, I cannot have you. I'm soo sorry, my love. For now I must ignore you actions although it pains me to do so. did you know last night was the first time I cried? I cried for you my love. and I cried for us and what can never be. I am eternally sorry. please forgive me. you deserve so much more.::

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

(I'm here on my bed thinking about you again. yesterday, I hugged you and you stayed in my warm embrace for a long time, but then you ran away. does that mean you wanted that embrace as much as I do? please tell me! I cannot stand this torment for much longer.)

Would you swear,
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here, tonight.
::That embrace we shared was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. But, stupid me, I ran away like a fool wondering if anyone saw us. I'm so sorry my love. this can never be.::

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

(This is the last note I will ever write you sorry ass. Damn you Hiei! I loved you more than life itself. This is my final act to prove it to. I cannot think about life if I cannot have you so I decided to not live at all. We could have been together forever Hiei. I wanted you. Now, I am gone forever. goodbye forever, my love.)



I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
::I cannot believe it. I noticed the house was really quiet when I got home. I wandered the halls calling your name. Then I found you. curled up into a little ball in the middle of the room. There as a dark red stain around you. I got your letter. if only I had acted sooner, this would have never have happened. My beautiful Kurama. I knelt by you and did what i was never man enough to do when you were alive. I kissed you. then I took my sword and plunged it into my heart. maybe since we couldn't be together in life, we would be together in death. Then as I slowly slipped into darkness, I said those three little words that you had always wanted to hear me say

"Kurama, I love you."