Choke, tried to wash you down with something strong


I know I can't have him. It's just the thoughts that keep me going.


Tried, but the taste of blood remains (of blood remains, of blood remains)


There's just this part of me that just hopes he'll just run up to me and smash his lips onto mine. The part that just hopes he'll leave HER for me.


Cold, empty mattresses and falling stars,


The part that thinks we could live happily ever after together. That it'll be US walking along the beach our hands intertwined- him and I. Not him and HER


My, how they start to look the same.


US having underwater kisses. Not THEM.


So keep in happiness and torture me while I,


Then there's the sensible part of me that KNOWS he'll NEVER be mine. He has HER.


Tell you let's go in style.


I KNOW they'll be together forever, especially after the fall.


A million hooks around a million ways to die


I KNOW he'll NEVER leave HER for me- the dark, 'emo' son of Hades that always lurks in the shadows.


Darling, it's cold outside.


All I could do is watch as THEY stare into each other's eyes lovingly in front of me.


No, no more eyes to see the sun (to see the sun).


All I can do is watch as give each other pecks on the cheek.


You slide into bed while I get drunk.


Hold each other's hands. Get Married. Have kids.


Slow conversations with a gun


And all I could do is watch.


Mean more than I've ever said to anyone, anyone.


And as I sit and watch in the shadows,


So keep in happiness and torture me while I,


I'm always reminded that, I


Tell you let's go in style.


Nico di Angelo, am in love with Percy Jackson


A million hooks around a million ways to die,


and that Percy Jackson will NEVER love me back.


Darling, let's go inside, it'll be alright.


Thank you folks for reading. I know FINALLY after all the time I have and account, I FINALLY made something. I know it's short, but tell me how you think it was! Thanks again. :D

Song: I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket, by Pierce The Veil