"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
There are times when I reminisce of what we used to be. So happy, so complete, so engrossed in each other and filled with love.
I don't know really what happened.
But every time I look at them they remind me of you. Abbey's eyes, Bridget's hair, James's personality. They remind me of what we once had, together. I cannot believe that you could do this to them, your own children! To me! How you can just leave and not think back on what you have done.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
At night I cry. With a glimmer of hope in that distance that maybe, just maybe that you would come back.
But I was wrong. Maybe you were not the person that I had thought you were.
The person that I knew, the friend, the Ronald Weasley that I fell in love with wouldn't, couldn't do this.
Not to his family. He wouldn't just leave and abandon us.
Or at least I thought he wouldn't.
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
We were like soul mates. I spilled my deepest and darkest secrets to you. We had children together. Obviously Bridget, Abbey, and James just don't mean anything to you. Maybe there is something more important than your wife and your three children. But as I think…what is there that is more important than family? Wasn't that what you had always wanted? We were with each other through everything.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Sometimes James and Abbey ask me, "Where's Daddy?" And when I think about how to answer such a simple question I ponder. I really don't have and answer to that question because; you never told me or anyone else for that matter. One day you just picked up and left without any notice.
I need to be strong for them strong for myself too.
Because Ronald Weasley you are just not worth it for me to spill out all of my emotions for.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
We were in love. How can you leave what we had?
Maybe it was never real. Maybe it was all a dream. Or some horrible nightmare
I want to hate you Ronald…but deep down im still in love with you
No matter how many times you hurt me…I'll still forgive you
Some call it stupid; I call it love.
Just to think about where you are, what you are doing this very second, my heart aches.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
When I tuck Bridget in for bed and think about how tomorrow will be her 3rd birthday…I know that you won't be here celebrating with her
How could you do this to her? Your own daughter
Abbey and James understand that you left
They are still confused. Why did he leave Mommy? They ask.
They think that I will leave too someday.
It saddens me so much
It kills me to know that you will probably never come back and that you left us all
But that is your loss not mine
- Hermione
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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Disclaimer: I do not Harry Potter or any of the other character related to it. I do though own Bridget, Abbey, and James. Their mine! All mine!
A/N: The song is Behind These Hazel Eyes and it is by Kelly Clarkson.
I love this song soo much. This OneShot was inspired by the music video with a little twist on it. I hope you liked it! Read & Review!
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