Unwritten
I am unwritten and undefined. Nobody can ever read my mind. I am very hard to understand therefore I am unwritten. Nobody can feel anything for me, and only I can let it in. My life has nothing interesting in it. Also I know there never will be anything interesting in my life although there have been a few close tries but they failed.
Everything changes in life. I like change, change is good unless it makes your life miserable. Just like it did this summer. When I met tons of new friends I thought I'd keep forever. But instead now they have turned their back on me and want nothing to do with me. Therefore I still am and always will be unwritten.