Her footsteps were heavy as the smashed against the pavement.
Her destination unknown to even her.
Tears streaming down her face she ran, she continued to run even as the rain began to fall dramatically around her.
'Irony?'
She didn't know for how long she ran but as her tears bleared her eyes she slipped in a puddle of mud and fell forward sprawled on the ground.
She didn't know how long she lay there it felt like hours.
But she just lay there letting her tears mix with the mud.
The cool mud began to warm as she continued to lay there. It was relaxing in a strange way.
But she did not want to relax, she was angry, no she was more than angry.
Disgust, anger, horror, fear, hatred, loathing, fury and terror, they were all emotions that she should have felt.
Should!
But she didn't, and that was shat made her so confused.
Looking up from the mud she gazed at the place her feet had brought her.
She smirked in realisation. She had come to lay at the place she had lost her mother all those years ago.
'Fitting isn't it,' she asked herself 'that the last two Kugar's should die at the same place.'
Dragging herself forward she gripped hold of the railings and pulled herself up so she could lean over the railing.
After everything she had experienced Natsuki felt this was the best choice. When the Hime had won the battle they had all been restored…well almost all.
For some reason Shizuru had never been brought back. Some of the Hime had suggested that she was alive and well.
But after a few weeks a body had been discovered.
Bitting back tears Natsuki saw the image flashing in her memory.
The cold limp figure of Shizuru had been found under a pile of burnt and broken beams from the church.
They had come to the conclusion that when she had been revived the church had collapsed on her killing her instantly.
She shouldn't care, she should be happy after what Shizuru had done to her.
But she wasn't, she wasn't angry or repulsed by the girl.
She missed her.
Nothing was the same without Shizuru beside her, and after realising this it had finally come to her.
She loved her.
Nothing was the same without Shizuru, she didn't care what she had to do but she would be with her again.
'Well no time like the present.' Natsuki smirked bitterly.
Pulling herself up to stand next to the railing she climbed over it and holding on to the metal she looked over her shoulder and back in the direction of the school.
"Goodbye everyone it was fun. But I have someone important that I need to see again."
Then she let go.