Hey guys, this is DarkBlackAngelOfAbyss or just Abyss... So this is another fanfic i started on.. I was just listening to 'Soundless Voice' and 'Proof of Life' by Len and Rin over and over again, and it inspired me to make this story... So yeah.. Okay, On with the story!

I trudged through the snow, and people look at me strangely. Of course they would. A teenage girl walking through snow in boots, shorts, and a loose sweater.

It doesn't matter anyway, i'm gonna be gone soon. As in gone gone. Gone forever. Dead gone.

You see, I have this disease, and the doctors predicted that i would die in the next couple of months.

Sad, I know, but its my life.

"Mommy, isn't that girl cold?" a little boy pointed his mitten at me.

"Don't worry, that girl is fine, I'm sure." How could these words be more wrong? I, Rin Kagami, don't have much longer to live. I, Rin Kagami, am slowly getting weaker and weaker, until the point where I just fall and die.

My life hasn't been all that depressing. Before I found out that I had this disease, I had a friend, Len Kagamine, who stayed by my side for years. We would be practically inseparable, and we would always be happy. Those were good memories, past memories that I have gotten over. Memories that will not come back and repeat themselves again.

You see, it's been 6 years. 6 long years that I haven't seen him. He moved away when I was 10. I'm 16 now. Time has sure passed us by. I can't even remember what he looks like anymore until I look at our pictures together.

The cold bit at my skin, but since I was deep in thought, yet I didn't pay it any mind. I just walked, and stared at the snow and concrete straight ahead.

"Smile, and you will be okay!"

"Don't worry, you will be fine! Just don't be afraid!"

"Hold onto my hand and stay close! That way you won't get lost!

"Here, a bow for you! It reminds me of bunny ears, doesn't it?"

I reached up and touched my bow. The last memory of Len. It was my 10th birthday, and it was his gift. It was also the day he had told me he had to leave.

Sure, you're thinking about my family, couldn't I just spend time with them? Well, I can't. My mom died when she gave birth. My father died in a car accident when I was 4. So I live with my grandmother.

Yeah, I know what you're thinking. "Why are you living at your grandmother's when you should be in the hospital, getting treatment?" Well, the answer to that is, I hated the hospital. It's smell annoyed me. Everything was white, and smelled like antiseptic. So what they did was they let me stay at my grandmother's house and doctors would visit every week to check up on me. It also let me have a little freedom. I was able to go out, but not for long.

Someone bumped into me, knocking me to the ground and out of my thoughts, bringing me back the land of the awake and living. I didn't pay any mind to the "Sorry, are you okay"'s the person was giving. All I did was get back on my feet, brush the snow off and keep walking without looking back.

I got back to the house, and went in.

"Rin-chan!" Grandmother greeted me. "You're finally home!"

I tilted my head up to catch a sniff of what she had baked while I was gone. "Cookies? Yum." I took off my shoes and made my way into the kitchen, where Grandmother was taking out some freshly baked cookies.

Smiling warmly, she put some on a plate and handed it to me. I took it and left the room, grabbing an orange before leaving to go into my room. I set the food down and changed, since my butt was wet from the snow, then I sat down on my bed, pulling the sheets over my legs. I opened my book, and started reading while eating Grandmother's delicious cookies the the equally delicious orange.

So it seems that I have already told you some things about me. Rin Kagami, 16 years old. Strands of blonde hair came down and reached my shoulders, my frame small and seemingly fragile, like my Grandmother, who looks like she can break at any minute, but in reality, she is pretty tough when she wants to be. I already told you about my parents and my disease and Len.

Surprisingly, Len and I looked so much alike, with blonde hair and the same shade of blue for our curious eyes, even though I'm not even sure of what he looks like now. Surely he has changed a lot.

I shook my head. I don't want to think about this now.

I read my book and ate until the cookies were gone and so was the orange.

Grandmother popped her head into my room. "Rin-Chan, I have to go to the grocery store for some vegetables. You will be fine here, right?"

I nodded, and she smiled wearily, not liking the idea of leaving me alone. She left, and I heard the door close.

Now I can play without interruptions.

I made my way off the bed, bringing a blanket to wrap around me, and sat at the piano bench. My piano sat against the wall across from my bed, with a desk near it, since I loved to write music.

My fingers hovered over the cream-white keys, waiting for a melody to surface in my mind. When my fingers hit the keys, it produced a sweet melody that rang out throughout the room. I swayed along, and let myself get lost in the music.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a figure standing outside of my window. It might have been Grandmother, she knows I only play and sing when no one is around to hear, so sometimes when she leaves, she lingers by my window and listens for a minute before leaving. The figure doesn't move for the whole song, and the owner leaves.

After recording the notes, Grandmother got back so I didn't get to add lyrics. She stayed in the kitchen and cooked, the smell making my stomach growl. When she called me, I raced there and started eating, stuffing my mouth full with her cooking. It was just too good.

After that I was full and I went back into my bedroom and turned on my computer to check my emails.

One email caught my eye though.

'From Len Kagamine'

What?

'Subject: Visit'

Hesitantly, i clicked on it, opening the message.

'Rin! Long time, no see or talk! I guess you are wondering how I got your email address.. Well, I had my mom find your grandmother and she gave me your email, since she said that you talk too much anymore.'

Now that I thought about it, I barely said anything to anyone.

'Now, Rin, My dad got another job transfer. So you know what that means? I'm moving back to Japan! I get to see you soon. So, how are you? We haven't talked to each other in 6 years, so I'm sure you've changed quite a bit. Well, my little sister is bugging me right now.. I'll see you in a couple of weeks!'

I stared at the computer in shock. No way. No way. This cannot be happening. He's coming back? This is bad.. He doesn't even know about my terminal disease that will kill me soon! Oh no.. Shit..

Wait.. What if this isn't the Len Kagamine I knew? What if it was another person with the same name, and that person knew a person named 'Rin'?

I clicked on 'Reply', and started typing.

'Is this the real Len I knew?'

No, thats too blunt. I deleted it.

'Dear Len Kagamine,'

Nope, too formal. I guess I'll go with the first one.. I'll just change it a bit..

'Hello Len. It's good over here, but how will i know its really the Len I knew years back? The one who stayed by my side for years? Prove it. Prove to me that you really are Len Kagamine.'

I clicked 'Send', and breathed. I knew I had to tell him about the thing inside me sometime soon. I hope I can avoid that as much as I can.

I closed my computer and got ready for bed, laying down and thinking about how I will handle this. A best friend who i haven't kept contact with for at least 6 years is finally coming back, just when the doctors told me I had only months to live, at most a year and a half.

What kind of drama has this started?

Ahhh.. Finished with the first chapter. Okay, so this is my first Vocaloid fanfic, so I'm not sure if I got the character's attitudes right.. and I'm sorry that it seems kind of depressing... It will lighten up soon!

Phoenix: Yeah right.. You're terrible at making things seem happy..

Abyss: Hey! What does that mean?

Phoenix: Have you even introduced me to your readers yet?

Abyss: Fine.. Guys, this is the voice in my head, named Phoenix..

Rin: I think Phoenix is right though.. You do make things seem depressing sometimes.. I mean, what about my character! I'M DYING FROM A TERMINAL DISEASE. T.T

Abyss: Meanies...

Rin: You called me mean? *Road roller pops out of nowhere and she climbs up on it* I'm coming for you now! *starts chasing me with it*

Abyss: Aww come on!

Abyss/Phoenix/Rin: Please review!