I own nothing. Will have some sensitive things in the future. Enjoy!

"Blaine, it's almost noon," Kurt said looking at the clock on the wall of the local cafe.

"So it is," I said sighing, "Are you sure you don't want to come?"

"I don't go to Dalton anymore, Blaine. As long as they don't change your room I'm good. Anyway, aren't you just showing the new kid around?"

"Yeah, Jasper Xavier Hodges, he's going into your old room."

"Nice set up there. It was a good room, not nearly as good as mine now, but a good room none the less."

"I'm glad you approve. I should get going."

"Yes, you should. Bye Blaine."

"I love you, Kurt."

"I love you too."

Smiling widely I kissed Kurt's cheek quickly before leaving the cafe. Kurt and I had only been saying that we loved each other for a few weeks now and every time I heard him say it my heart felt like it was going to burst.

The smile stayed on my face as I made my way back to Dalton Academy. As much as I loved going to this school I would rather be off with my boyfriend. It was my job to show the middle of the year new students around though. A job I rather liked.

When I got to the school I saw a boy my age looking at the building. His hair reminded me of David from Simple Plan when it was longer. He had this sort of punk thing going on. From the back I saw that he was wearing black jeans and a blazer.

"You're Jasper?" I asked walking up to him.

The boy turned around and I stopped for a moment. His shirt was a simple black one, but he had on a rainbow belt and rainbow fingerless gloves. Though it was his eyes and lips that I was focusing the most on. The eyes looked silver and really popped against his pale skin giving him an almost mystical feel. While his lips had snakebite piercing and it looked like he constantly chewed on them.

"Are you Blaine?" Jasper said biting his lip.

"Yeah," I said shaking my head, "Are you ready for your tour?"

"Sure, but can you show me my room first, please? I don't know how much longer I can hold this guitar."

Looking at Jasper's hand I saw not only a backpack covered in band patches, but a guitar case covered in silver drawings. I smiled again and offered my hand. Jasper looked at me in confusion before handing me his case with a small blush.

Walking to the front door I opened it up and waited for Jasper to follow me. Shyly Jasper went through the door and looked around the school. Smiling happily I walked up the stairs and went to the room across from my and opened the door.

"This is your room, Jasper," I said placing the case on the bed, "You can decorate it anyway you want, as long as you change it back when you leave. If you need help or anything I'm right across the hallway. Just knock and I'll help."

"You don't have to," Jasper said chewing on one of his piercing, "I don't want to disturb you."

"I know what it's like being a new kid, Jasper. You won't disturb me. Now, let's go get around the school."

Jasper nodded his head and followed me out of his room. As we walked around the school and I pointed everything out to him I saw that Jasper barely looked up from the ground and he kept his arms crossed over his chest.

Slowly I moved into the study and sat at the piano. Jasper looked around before gently sitting next to me and running his fingers across the keys. Placing my hands on the keys I started to play a simple tune.

I felt Jasper's eyes on me for a moment before he started to play with me. Looking at Jasper's hands I saw that they moved almost without thought. Jasper was just playing what he felt like. There was no point in what he was playing, he just was.

Pulling back I let Jasper play and simply watched. My eyes traveled up Jasper's hand to his face. His eyes were closed, but I could see the bliss on his face. It looked like it was the only thing that mattered to him.

"You're good," I said softly.

Jasper pulled back quickly and stood up. Looking him over I saw the fear in his eyes. He was hiding something big and for some reason I wanted to save him from whatever it was, if he ever let down his wall.

"I'm not good," Jasper said shaking his head.

"You're better then me," I said calmly.

"I doubt that. Is the tour over?"

"Yeah, but if you want..."

"I'm just going to be in my room. I don't want to waste anymore of your time. Bye Blaine. Thank you for showing me around."

"But I..."

Before I could finish my sentence Jasper was rushing out of the room and up the stairs. Sighing I wondered what was wrong with Jasper. I just wanted to help him, but I doubted that he was ever going to let anyone know what was wrong.

Shaking my head I made my way up to my room. After I closed my door I pulled off my shirt and grabbed a towel. It might have been early still, but showers always made me feel better when I started to feel sick.

And sick is exactly how I felt when I thought about Jasper. He was an amazing artist, but it sounded like he had never been told how amazing he was. Now here he was and something was obviously wrong and I didn't know what to do.

I didn't take long in the shower, but when I got out of the shower I decided that I was just going to read for the rest of the day. At least that was the plan until I heard a knock on my door. Without thinking I opened the door and saw Jasper staring at me.

"Hey," I said smiling.

"Hi," Jasper said swallowing roughly.

Looking down at myself I realized that I was only wearing a towel. With a blush I turned around and grabbed some clothes. Motioning for Jasper to come in I went to the bathroom and changed quickly. Before walking out of the room I looked in the mirror and saw that I was bright red.

"Sorry about that," I said clearing my throat, "I needed a shower."

"It's alright," Jasper said staring at the ground, "Maybe I should go."

My eyes widened and I grabbed Jasper's arm before he could leave. He slowly turned back around and stared at me. Smiling I sat on my bed and had Jasper sit next to me. He continued to stare at me before he shook his head and blushed again.

"Is there anything I can help you with?" I asked happily.

"Yeah," Jasper said nodding, "I broke a guitar string and I don't have anymore."

"I have some."

Quickly I jumped up and went to my dresser and pulled out some guitar strings. Jasper gave me a small smile and took the strings I was offering him. As soon as I saw him smile I felt the same as I did when I heard Kurt say that he loved me.

"Thanks Blaine," Jasper said softly, "I'll pay you back."

"Play me something," I said without thinking.

"What?"

"So you to pay me back. Play me something after you put the string in."

"I'm really not that good, Blaine."

"If you play guitar like you play piano then you are."

Jasper smiled sadly at me for a moment before nodding slightly and leaving my room. After I heard Jasper's door close I felt myself grin. There was something about Jasper that just made me stop thinking.

It felt like I completely lost my senses whenever I was around him. I didn't think about anything but him. No one had made it so that I didn't think in my life. I just didn't know if that was a good or bad thing.

Hearing my phone go off I grabbed it and saw that it was a text from Kurt. My heart dropped to my stomach when I realized that I had been thinking and flirting with Jasper. I was in love with Kurt, more then I loved anyone.

How'd it go?

Biting my lip I shook my head and turned my phone off. I didn't know what I was supposed to tell Kurt. I had completely forgotten that I was with Kurt when I saw Jasper. I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I didn't know what my heart was saying anymore.

Shaking my head I grabbed a notebook and a pen and started to write. I hoped that if I wrote everything out it would make me see that this thing with Jasper was just a crush that meant nothing. I wanted to be with Kurt; at least I had wanted that.