A/N: This is a Disclaimer. I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho. So do
not sue. ^_^ Okay well I tried my first POV this is Hiei POV Heheheh.
Could be Yaoi but not a lemon x.x.
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As I sat there upon the cold recesses of the city bench, I could only think. Think of the time of day and what the others were doing. Yet even I was having trouble doing that. My simple thought always turning to something more. From the time of year, Christmas, to that fox Kurama. It wasn't like I hated him or something, to not want to think of him, it was just I'd rather not right now.
I remember before I left the sad look on his face. We had fought then, I called him useless and told him I hated him, I never liked him and I wished him dead. But I was only angry; I did not mean those words. Though I knew he thought I did. At that I felt remorse and guilt and worry. He had always lived in a one-parent house for most of his life, kids like that were prone more to Suicide. Suicide? -Were did that come from? He wouldn't do such a thing, not on Christmas. But it suddenly hit me, he would, he had said something on the lines, you'll be sorry when I won't be here when you return.
With that I was off, I never ran so fast in my life. And that was amazing even for me. I felt my heart pounding in my throat as tears welded in my eyes. I knew I must get there in time, so that I could stop him, and tell him I was sorry. I had reached his house in about 20 minutes, taking the time to actually measure the distance, a human made automobile driving at 150 MPH would have taken a full day to reach there. I slowly crept into the room, my eyes darting back and forth observing the room as I entered. It was dark, and far too dark for my liking.
"Kurama?" My voice was stiff and rimmed with fear; so far it all seemed to be true, only I didn't know just how true I was. As I continued I could hear the silent voices of Shiori Kurama's Human mother and his Stepfather. They weren't happy in fact they both were crying. I stayed silent for a few moments only to listen in deeply to their conversation. I Please god, whatever gods that are out there. please let them not be crying over Kurama../I It was as I feared. They both were crying over the death of their son Shuichi.
I literally fell to a sitting position holding myself barely to up by my hands. I felt tears falling and clanking softly to the floor, as they turned to a reddish colored Tear Gem. I literally hated myself then and there, never had I felt this was about myself but I wanted to throw myself off a bridge and just die. But I couldn't I had to somehow tell Kurama I was sorry, some how bring him back. If I could.
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Later that night I had found the wake. Inside I could see a few people left from the earlier hours leaving, and I knew now was my chance to sneak in. I would get locked in for tomorrow there was going to be another for relatives arriving late. But I wanted to visit, alone and the best time was now, while no one was there. It took only a few minutes for the entire building to clear out, and that's when I approached.
As I looked to Kurama, my chest felt heavy and painful, I knew what I saw but I was denying it. I placed my warm hands on his cold chest and pushed, I shoved with all my might trying to wake him. I heard my self-yell over and over in terrible fits for him to awake. But He wouldn't, he would never awake, He would never talk, see, hear, fight or even love. My Kurama was gone forever; I just couldn't No I wouldn't admit it.
Falling before him on my knees, I closed my eyes and concentrated hard. I would try to contact try to talk to him, to plead for him to return.
" Kurama please, Please come back to me.. Please return." But of course there was no answer. And there never will be.
I lost a friend, a love on Christmas I could never forgive my self never.
A/N: Did you like it. It was a one shot but if you want more review me!!
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As I sat there upon the cold recesses of the city bench, I could only think. Think of the time of day and what the others were doing. Yet even I was having trouble doing that. My simple thought always turning to something more. From the time of year, Christmas, to that fox Kurama. It wasn't like I hated him or something, to not want to think of him, it was just I'd rather not right now.
I remember before I left the sad look on his face. We had fought then, I called him useless and told him I hated him, I never liked him and I wished him dead. But I was only angry; I did not mean those words. Though I knew he thought I did. At that I felt remorse and guilt and worry. He had always lived in a one-parent house for most of his life, kids like that were prone more to Suicide. Suicide? -Were did that come from? He wouldn't do such a thing, not on Christmas. But it suddenly hit me, he would, he had said something on the lines, you'll be sorry when I won't be here when you return.
With that I was off, I never ran so fast in my life. And that was amazing even for me. I felt my heart pounding in my throat as tears welded in my eyes. I knew I must get there in time, so that I could stop him, and tell him I was sorry. I had reached his house in about 20 minutes, taking the time to actually measure the distance, a human made automobile driving at 150 MPH would have taken a full day to reach there. I slowly crept into the room, my eyes darting back and forth observing the room as I entered. It was dark, and far too dark for my liking.
"Kurama?" My voice was stiff and rimmed with fear; so far it all seemed to be true, only I didn't know just how true I was. As I continued I could hear the silent voices of Shiori Kurama's Human mother and his Stepfather. They weren't happy in fact they both were crying. I stayed silent for a few moments only to listen in deeply to their conversation. I Please god, whatever gods that are out there. please let them not be crying over Kurama../I It was as I feared. They both were crying over the death of their son Shuichi.
I literally fell to a sitting position holding myself barely to up by my hands. I felt tears falling and clanking softly to the floor, as they turned to a reddish colored Tear Gem. I literally hated myself then and there, never had I felt this was about myself but I wanted to throw myself off a bridge and just die. But I couldn't I had to somehow tell Kurama I was sorry, some how bring him back. If I could.
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Later that night I had found the wake. Inside I could see a few people left from the earlier hours leaving, and I knew now was my chance to sneak in. I would get locked in for tomorrow there was going to be another for relatives arriving late. But I wanted to visit, alone and the best time was now, while no one was there. It took only a few minutes for the entire building to clear out, and that's when I approached.
As I looked to Kurama, my chest felt heavy and painful, I knew what I saw but I was denying it. I placed my warm hands on his cold chest and pushed, I shoved with all my might trying to wake him. I heard my self-yell over and over in terrible fits for him to awake. But He wouldn't, he would never awake, He would never talk, see, hear, fight or even love. My Kurama was gone forever; I just couldn't No I wouldn't admit it.
Falling before him on my knees, I closed my eyes and concentrated hard. I would try to contact try to talk to him, to plead for him to return.
" Kurama please, Please come back to me.. Please return." But of course there was no answer. And there never will be.
I lost a friend, a love on Christmas I could never forgive my self never.
A/N: Did you like it. It was a one shot but if you want more review me!!