Words of the Heart

A collection of poetry "written" by Sam. SamJack. Kindly take a moment to review.

Then, and Now

If they'd asked me "then"
if I knew I'd ache to have
so much more than a curt command
from your parted lips,
desire a gaze more intimate
than any you'd give the others,
hunger for a different touch
than a slap on the back
urging me on to battle,
crave with all my being the tender words,
the telling looks, the sensual touch
of you – once-strutting macho man --
I'd have laughed, then.

Not now.

Just for Once

Just for once,
don't look away,
utter some easy catch-phrase,
dismiss with a casual wave
of a calloused hand.

Take down the barriers
so carefully erected,
protections against the hurt,
the awful and awesome
vulnerability of loving.

Forget, for just a moment,
the carefully circumscribed,
the painfully proper
rules of conduct.

Look at me –
the woman before you--
Samantha, not Sam –
allow the kind capture
of your heart,
the unconditional and
sweet surrender
of you, Jack,
of you.

A Plea

Can't you see
I really didn't want to do it...
accept his affections,
share his bed,
take his ring.

Now I'm bound by promises,
near-crushed with the weight
of his expectations.
I'm dying.

Jack, rescue me.

Question

If not you...then who?

If not now, then when?