*~*~*Everytime*~*~*

Disclaimer: I don't own the song, Britney Spears does. And I don't own any of the characters either, unfortunately.

Authors Note:: I wrote this for Nicole (SweetiePie1), since I know she loves both characters included in the story. I hope the rest of you guys enjoy as well! As always, reviews are appreciated! :)

Come notice me

And take my hand

So why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me?

The young woman sat there, staring at a picture. However, nobody know what it is. They just knew, that ever since her recent break up with her boyfriend, she hadn't been the same.

Always asking if carrying on without him was worth it. It was as if her love for him, was destroying her.

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

She felt so weak, so small without him. Yeah, she was successful. She was Britney Spears, but without him, she felt like nothing.

His face, it was always in her dreams. It was haunting him. It was a sign. It was her brain, telling her that the stupidest thing she'd ever done in her life, was break up with John Cena.

She hadn't felt anywhere near this depressed when she and Justin had broken up. And Justin was her first love.

She needed him *so* badly, it hurt. She wished there was something she could do, to get back with him.

Without John, Britney felt as if her life wasn't worth living.

I make believe

That you are here

It's the only way

I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move on easy

Britney sat in her limo, staring at a picture of herself and John. It was from WrestleMania, right after his match, he'd come backstage, and she'd congratulated him. He was hugging her, swinging her around, and Randy Orton had snapped a picture.

She always carried it with her. Along with the one where he was giving her a piggy back ride, and she held his US title belt.

They had been so happy then. And it was only 5 months ago.

I was so stupid to break up with him, Britney thought, a tear falling down her cheek.

She had phoned Stacy Keibler just weeks ago, to talk, since the two women had become great friends while Britney and John were dating.

Stacy had mentioned that John was now dating Trish Stratus. While Britney was happy for them, she couldn't help but be jealous.

And she couldn't believe that John was moving on so quickly,

He must not have loved me, as much as I loved him, She thought.

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song is my sorry

Ohhh

It's like she had caused a huge storm. While Trish and John were dating, Stacy had failed to mention in their conversation not a week and a half after the other one, that John and Trish had broken up.

John had told Trish he couldn't be with her, that he still loved Britney.

Britney wanted *so* much for John to forgive her. She knew what she'd done was wrong. So very wrong, and then lying to John about it, wasn't good either.

And to add insult to injury, she'd broken up with him, saying that she thought she couldn't trust *him*. How stupid was she?

Having sex with Justin was a mistake. She knew that it. It had been a mistake. But she couldn't bring herself to tell John about it. He'd had to find out about it by seeing her face splashed on the front cover of the National Inquirer, in a grocery store.

She'd written a song for him, as sort of an apology. She had a concert that night in Boston, and she knew that John would be there. She saw too that. She *would* perform the song for him. Her way of apologizing.

At night I pray

That soon your face

Will fade away

At night, Britney so desperately wished that his face would disappear sometimes. But it never did. It was always there. Like a reminder of all her wrong doings.

What she had done, had not only hurt John, but it had made everyone think the rumors of her being a cheating slut, were true.

And they weren't. Britney Jean Spears was far from a saint, but she was no slut either.

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

After all...

After all...

Britney sighed as the tears continued to fall,

I need you *so* bad, John. I wish I hadn't hurt you

She knew she'd told him repeatedly that she didn't need him, but she was realizing now, that she did need him, after all.

And her memories of their relationship wouldn't stop haunting her, until she resolved her guilt.

That night, at the concert, as Britney was set to sing ÔEverytime She took a deep breath, and said,

"Now, this song is dedicated to someone very special. They know who they are. Baby, I just want you to know that I love you, and I'm sorry

As she belted out the song, she saw John, in the front row, and he mouthed to her,

"I love you, sweetie" and blow her a kiss.

*~*THE END*~*