Chapter one

There he was, the one guy that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, my boyfriend of two years, Sam Levander. He seems perfect to me, varsity football quarterback, varsity basketball player, HOT, good grades, never gets in trouble, sweet, let's face it he is perfect! I must admit I hated him, I thought he was the most cockiest boy I had ever met, and then when I was a freshman in high school and he was a sophomore,we talked for the first time. We talked a couple more times and I was hooked!

As I came closer I noticed Calvan Jakans, the one person that I absolutely loathed! He was in my grade and considered a sex god, in other words he was hot. He was one of my best friends growing up and as soon as we got into high school he changed. Before all he cared about was friends and family and was always loyal to whoever he was with, which was really only one girl. That girl was my best friend, Karly Saloway. I think in a way she changed him, he was so sweet and after their break up he was different. Everyone thought it was temporary, but it just got worse and worse.

"Hey babe," Sam said as I got closer.

"Hey…" I said as I leaned in to kiss him.

"And look what the devil dragged in." Calvan said to no one in particular.

"Why can't you ever be nice?" I asked.

"Oh I am nice, I'm nice to everyone. Well except you. He replied in a sarcastic voice. "Anyways so I'll see you at open gym tonight." He said to Sam.

"Yeah, later", Sam said.

"I thought we had plans tonight?" I asked after Calvan had left.

"Shit! I forgot I'm sorry babe! I'll make it up to you tonight, I promise but coach needs us to work on some new plays for this year for basketball so we can make it to state again."

" Oh well I guess we can hang out later?"

"Not tonight I have way to much homework."

"And you have football practice now so you better go I guess…"

"I'm sorry babe I'll make it up to u I swear! I gotta go coach will be pissed if I'm late again! Bye love you."

"Love you too." I said disappointed, but he didn't hear he was already running down the hallway.

Sitting in the parking lot in my car I was trying not to cry. I laid my head down on the steering wheel so that way if the tears came no one would see. I started my car and "Ice Ice Baby" blasted through my speakers. Of course, Calvans favorite song. I only had it because I still had the same Ipod touch as I did when I was friends with Calvan. As I was thinking of all the memories we had Jace Gaiven knocked on my window. Jace was Sam's best friend since Junior high and had always liked the idea of Sam and I dating.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yeah just tired I guess" I tried to laugh but failed.

"Oh well just had to check on my best friends girl. Wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you…" He said with a sincere grin.

"Thanks" I smiled back. "It was nice to you, but I gotta go get some sleep."

"Yeah bye."

"Bye."

Why was I so close to tears? Sam always hung out with Calvan and I didn't really have a problem with it. Another thing I was wondering was how did Sam forget? He never forgot when we had plans. Maybe he remembered and was just getting bored with me. He did want to have sex and I told him I wanted to save myself, he said that he respected me for that. Was he mad at me? I was so confused and tired all I wanted to do was sleep.

When I got home I got some chocolate ice cream and headed straight for my room. I turned on my feel good movie, "The Lion King" and Finally I fell asleep.