Lost her...

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of the devil wears Prada.

Rated : M

Summary: Andy didn't confess her feelings to Miranda ever and she lost her to the next Mr Priestly. (Andy never left in Paris and is already almost 2 years at Miranda's side and they became friends almost) I am not gonna reveal more just read it ;) i so hope you like it , if you do leave reviews please :)

"Miranda Priestlys office...no she's not available...I will tell her that ...mhhhm bye. Gosh those people." Andy hissed after hanging up. It was another crazy day at the office. On those days Andy looked actually forward to leave Runway. Nobody knew yet but she just finished her 2 weeks notice and was waiting for the right time to hand it to Miranda and HR. She found already a job so there was no need for a letter of recommendation. She could finally be a journalist at the New York Mirror. She was happy about the fact that she made it that far in New York.

She did it all by herself too. No one helped her not Miranda with a letter not Nate, well he left anyways due to Andys crazy schedule and a new job and no one else helped. Just her. All by herself. She was happy. She just had to repeat that a couple of times and she would even believe herself that she was happy...

She didn't want to leave. Not because of the work but because of her boss. She was desperately in love with her boss. But she failed to confess it to her. She couldn't. They had just built something you could call a friendship. Miranda would give her tips on editing and writing styles, showing her how to manage and edit the book, they even had small talk together. They would talk about the twins, books or even movies. Since a couple of weeks she was even allowed to join the three priestly women when they went to brunch on Sunday's.

She wouldn't want to ruin that and now that Miranda was dating some new man she was sure that Miranda didn't want anything more than a friendship. Once she found out about Miranda dating a new guy she was devastated. She remembered that day so well...

2 months ago

Andy entered the townhouse to bring the book. She was as quiet as always but she always hoped that the editor would call her so she could hand her the book. When that was the case they usually went over the book together with some wine. But not tonight the townhouse was quiet. She new the twins were with their father. She saw a dim light in the kitchen and heard something she couldn't quite assign. As curious as she was she went very quietly towards the kitchen and peaked around. What she saw broke her into pieces. She was stunned and disgusted so much that she couldn't move.

Miranda was sitting on the kitchen island and before her was Maxwell Jones the new head of the Elias Clark Board. He stood between her legs and she draped them around his waist. He was busy touching and roaming his hands over her back. He kissed her passionately and Miranda seemed to enjoy it by the sounds she made. She moaned with shut eyes into his mouth and had her fingers in his hair. They were both panting. It was like an accident, Andy wasn't able to look away silent tears streaming down her cheeks. She was well hidden and they were to busy to notice her anyways.

"Oh Miranda you're so sexy, please let me make you mine." He moaned and kissed his way down her neck. She hissed out a little "Fuck yes...oh god."

After she heated that Andy needed to leave she couldn't take it any more. She stormed out of the townhouse not worrying if she was heard or not. She walked all the way home that night. She was glad it was Friday night she wouldn't be able to look at Miranda after she knew she had another on her hand.

After that night she decided she needed to look for a new job. She had to leave...leave her.

It was almost 6 pm and she was about to call it day since Miranda told her the book was sent electronically tonight. She was looking forward to a night with a good book and some wine especially after a day like this and hopefully she could get her thoughts of her boss.

Emily already left so she thought she would use the opportunity to talk to Miranda about her leaving. She got everything ready cleaned the kitchen and got her purse and coat ready before entering the editors office.

"Miranda, if you have a minute there is something I would like to talk to you about."

Miranda looked up over her glasses and raised and eyebrow.

"Sit, Andrea I hope this is not about Patrick rescheduling the photoshoot again."

"No, no it's not about that, it's about me..."

"What's wrong, spill it!"

Andys head sunk and she played with her fingers in her lap. "Don't take this the wrong way but I need to move on at some point so...I am giving my two weeks notice starting Monday." Andy thought she saw tears in Miranda's eyes welling up but she composed herself very quickly.

"Of course you do, I will write your letter of re..."

"I...no you don't need to do that I already got a new job and I will be perfectly fine. I didn't want my leaving to cause you any trouble. But thank you Miranda and thank you for all you've showed me...I better go now. Have a good weekend thanks for understanding."

She quickly stood and went to the outer office not even glancing at Miranda. She got her things and hurried to the elevator tears were already silently running down her face. She waited for the elevator not noticing that Miranda followed her. She stood behind her grabbing her shoulder.

"Andrea...?" Andy didn't move. The editor turned Andy around and saw her tears instantly looking worried. "Oh no...don't cry darling..."

"It's ok Miranda it was just such a great time here and I will miss you, that's all there is to it." She lied. Then Miranda drew her in for a hug. Which was the death of Andy. She smelled so good and she felt so soft. But soon she had the pictures of her and Maxwell in her head and she wiggled her way out of her embrace. Andy smiled weakly at her.

"See you on Monday Miranda, take care and say hi to the girls from me."

"Wait what about brunch on Sunday because I am sure the girls would love to hear about your exciting new job." She said smiling sweetly at her.

Andy couldn't handle it anymore she needed to go back to normal. Feel normal again. But she couldn't with that woman in her live, knowing she would never be more than a friend.

"I can't do this anymore Miranda, go and spend Sunday with Max and the girls." Thank god the elevator was here and she could leave quickly.

"What the hell was that?" Miranda murmured walking back in her office...

TBC if you want ...