Jim Kirk was his name and he cried for the for the first time in his life actually it was the first time as he came out of his mother and she held him , around him explosions and sounds he heard but didn't understand what was happening around him , he heard his mother's voice crying too but she was crying for different reasons , her husband was dying and she was told to abandon him to save their son .
To save Jim Kirk , as he grew up later in life he wondered what if his father would have survived ? Would he and his mother be happy, happier then she was now always concern for his safety as he got into trouble more and more each day but she tried talking to him tried doing things with him , but Jim never listened , never did .Even now as he was outside he was tying a tin can on a cat and teasing it , she came outside and stopped him .
' What do you think your father would react to that ? ' she asked him once , he only looked up saw the cat take off and he laughed ,' If my father were here I wouldn't be doing this now would I we be spending a lot better time then we our together and don't give me that we spend time together , how much time , ten minutes or fifteen .' He ran off crying which was a good sign she knew from her talk to doctors as to why he never show any emotion when she tried to talk to him about his father . Alone Jim's mind thought about his father how it would be have one but he knew he couldn't go blaming his mother and he knew if he had been in that situation who would he tried to save , a baby newly born or the one that gave you birth ? Jim knew that wasn't fair question neither because it wasn't his father's fault he died in space that was the life he had chose and even Jim had to know the risks he knew his mother had no choice but to save him though he knew she would had died with his father instead he had known it was his father that told her to go and take him to .Jim Kirk felt ashame the way he treated her so when she came to his room to see if he was alright he got up from the end of the bed and ran to her ,' Oh mother I'm sorry , I'm really am.'
She looked at Jim,' I know Jim, I know .'