June 20:
I woke up in his arms that morning as . We were so happy together. As he awoke, I felt him smile. It made me smile too. He said, "Good Morning Beautiful", which made me smile even more. He glanced at the clock, jumped up, and yelled, "I'm going to be late for work!" I still didn't understand why people had to work on their honeymoon. Beats me? Well, he was in a band, so I was okay with it.
July 13:
Ashlyn Marie. That's what we were going to name her. . We are so ready to have a baby. I hope it's positive it will just break his little heart if not. Oh! I totally forgot to go to the Drug Store. Malgreens. I'll be back.
10 Minutes later:
How am I going to tell him this?Words and thoughts ran through my head like these, what was I going to do? He was so ready for this. I was so ready. I don't think I have the heart to tell Louis the news. This is going to be so hard.
Same day:
"Louis, sweetheart, we need to talk about something… something important."
"What's up, Love? You know we can talk about anything" I mustered up the tears and said these few words. "I'm sorry, it didn't work". His face changed. "Oh, well. We can try again" "You think so?" I started to smile through the mascara stains. "I know so. We are Mr. and Tomlinson. We can do anything." I sat there, beginning to realize our parents were wrong. This would work out just fine.
2 years later:
"Louis! GET THE BOTTLES"! "I'm Coming Dear!" "Oh honey, why did we do this again?" he laughed "Because we love each other!" He leaned down and kissed me. "Hmm, good answer!" We laughed for the first time in 4 days. Ashlyn had kept us up since we got home. We were exhausted but still very much in love. We planned to keep it that way forever. But I wouldn't figure out that it was all coming to a close.
2 months:
"Well, isn't there something we can do? I'm not just going to sit here and my watch daughter die. I hate leukemia. Why her? Why us?" "Calm down hon-""No I won't calm down HONEY!" "Okay okay" I hated it, all of it. She was too precious to me she just couldn't die.