Chapter 1 – Memories

Nikki sat there at the computer writing a poem about her first kiss, first love, Cameron Bale. Amber walks in. ''Hi Nik'' said Amber.

''Hi Amber'' said Nikki.

''What are you doing'' Amber asked her.

''Nothing, just writing poetry'' Nikki told her.

''You always write poetry'' said Amber.

''It a good way of getting out how you feel'' said Nikki.

''Who are you writing about'' Amber asked her.

Amber walked over to the computer and read the poem.

''Cameron, you wrote a poem about Cameron'' said Amber.

'''Yeah'' said Nikki. ''Why would you do that for'' said Amber.

''I miss him, I miss him so much'' said Nikki.

''I know you do, Nik, but he left without a goodbye'' Amber told her.

''I know, but that doesn't stop me missing him'' Nikki told her.

Nikki sat there crying in Amber arms. ''I know I know at least I got a goodbye, but Cameron was in love with you forever, he loved you and you loved him'' Amber told her.

Nikki wiped away her tears and sat looking at a picture of her and Cameron. She looked at the wall where she had a paint fight with Cameron and the window where she climbed out for her first date.

''Amber, this whole room is full of memories of me and Cameron, I need to get out of here'' Nikki told her. '

'You want me to come with you'' Amber asked her.

''No, I want to be alone'' Nikki told her.

Nikki walked downstairs with red eyes where she has been crying and pushed passed Ava and Bradin. ''Hi Nik'' said Ava. Nikki left the house and sat outside.

''What the matter with her''Ava asked Amber. ''She is missing Cameron'' Amber told her. ''I am gonna kill that little punk'' Bradin shouted.

Bradin went outside and saw Nikki crying. ''Hi Nikki'' said Bradin.

''Hi, I am ok'' Nikki told him.

''Well you don't look ok'' Bradin told her.

''I am fine, ok, just leave me alone'' said Nikki angrily.

''Come on Nik, I know you too well'' said Bradin.

Bradin sat down next to Nikki

''It's Cameron'' said Nikki.

''I know it might have been'' Bradin told her.

''I miss him so much, it has only been seven months, but I have never really got over him'' Nikki told him.

''Nikki, he left you without a goodbye'' said Bradin.

''I know, but I miss him, you always remember your first love'' Nikki told him.

''Yeah, come here baby sis'' said Bradin. Bradin hugged Nikki and they both went inside

''you ok Nik'' Ava said.

''Yeah, Bradin talked to me'' said Nikki.

Nikki sat on the couch remembering Cameron