Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter although I be rich if I did, However I do own the plot to this storey.

A/N: This is my first attempt at writing a Sevitus, I will be following some of the timeline of HP but I have change the story a fair bit.

I like to say thank you to those who take the time to review, I very much appreciate it.

I would also like to add that I am sorry I haven't updated for a while but I wanted to concentrate on my course as I was in my final semester but now that I have finished I plan to finish off my stories.

Warning: The first couple of chapters mention child abuse, physically, verbally and sexually.

December 1979

"Congratulations Lily you are pregnant" said Madam Pomfrey. Lily Evans was on her way to see Albus Dumbledore but after a couple of weeks of feeling under the whether she decided too see Hogwarts healer before making her way to the headmaster office.

"Thanks Poppy, I better get going Albus is waiting for me" said Lily in a monotone voice and gave a final look towards medic – witch and headed off to the headmaster office.

Lily was excited about her pregnancy and couldn't wait to see her fiancée and tell him and at that thought she stopped and a silent tear fell down her face as she thought of her beloved that she hasn't seen or herd from in over a week which was unusual for him and made her very worried. Please my love come home I miss you so much

Lily wiped the tears from her face and realized that she was standing in front of the gargoyle that leads up to the headmaster office.

"Rocky Road" Lily stated where does the headmaster come up with these.

Lily climb the stairs and before she could knock on the door she herd a "come in"

"Lily how good to see you again, tea? Oh and you must try this rocky road I discovered it in a muggle chocolate shop in London" said Albus.

"No thank you Albus" Lily said and noticed the headmaster twinkle in his eyes were missing and replaced with a look of dredge and she instantly felt a surge of panic go through her.

"Lily I'm not sure...no I mean...wait this is really hard...ummmmm..."

"What is it Albus?"

"Lily I think you need to sit down for this"

"ALBUS what's happened? Where is my fiancée, is he alright" Lily who now was in full panic mode.

"I'm sorry Lily he has gone missing while on a mission for the order" and at that statement Lily broke down and cried

Oh my love, my love please be safe oh...

July 31 1980

"He's beautiful Lil's" said James

"He's got your eyes" said Poppy

And he is a spitting image of his father

"Yes he is quite handsome." Said Lily sadly and he looks just like his father too, I wish he was here to see his son

"Lily, James congratulations and may we ask what his name is" said Dumbledore

"Harry James Potter" said James proudly and the turns to his wife "Lil's I going to head down to the kitchen's and get something for us to eat, would you like anything Albus?"

"No my boy I'm fine" replied Dumbledore.

Lily watched as James left the hospital wing for the kitchens and turned to the headmaster and asked "Albus I need you to place a charm on Harry for me to make him look like James"

"I know my dear, I have done some research and unfortunately I'm not very good at brewing the potion but I have found a charm but it need to be re – cast every six months in order for young Harry to maintain his appearance as James' son." Said Dumbledore "Alas are you going to inform James that he is not the father?"

"I can't Albus, you saw how excited he is about been a father, I don't like to lie to him but how can I tell him who Harry's real father is, James will go ballistic" replied Lily

"I understand that Lily but James needs to know the truth"

"Not yet Albus, not yet" Lily said sadly remembering her lost lover

"I understand but he will need to know"

"Albus I need you to do one more thing for me"

"Yes my dear" Albus asked rather curiously

"I want to have Harry's real name as well as Father on the certificate and not James"

"Lily I..."

"Albus please, I know he is still missing and he may never come back but I want to honour his memory and the only way I see fitting is through his son, James doesn't need to know as far as he is concerned he will be a Potter and when the time comes I will tell both of them but now please don't take James' happiness away from him" Lily looked at Dumbledore pleading for him to understand.

Albus Dumbledore studied Lily with intent, on one hand he was considering not doing what she just requested him to do. He loved Lily like his own daughter and when he had the unfortunate doing of telling her that her fiancée was missing and watched her cry and brake down in his office. He watched her for weeks afterwards mourning him and barley been able to get on with her life and that was until James stood in and offers her friendship and comfort. At the time and he still believes this that Lily was on the rebound when she and James got involve knowing that she was already pregnant and wanted a father figure in her baby's life and to his belief James believes he is Harry's true father, which would explain the rushed wedding.

But on the other hand he really did understand that what Lily asked him to do was honourable for the memory of her missing fiancée. When Albus first herd of his disappearance he was at a lost of what to do and he tried his best to locate him but there was simply no glues to where he was and til this very minute there still wasn't a glue although he had recently herd that he was somewhere in Australia and he had sent Alistair Moody to check it out but decided on not telling Lily yet until it was confirmed as him.

He was in a turmoil on what to do, how could he deny James his chance at been a Dad and on the other hand if this sighting of Lily lover turns out to be true then he had all right to be Harry's father, after all he is the biological father and he knows how much He loved Lily and how much Lily loved him and stills does, so in the end the decision came really easily and with no regrets and the sooner Lily tells James the better.

"I will do as you ask Lily, I will put whatever name you want on Harry birth certificate as well as his biological father and I wont say a word to James I will leave that to you"

"I still love him very much Albus and I still hope that he will one day he will be found and come home so we can be a family, Harry, Him and me" stated Lily a matter of fact.

Lily statement didn't surprise Albus one bit, it just conformed what he already knew that Lily didn't love James and this marriage was only done for the sack of Harry. Oh Lily I do hope that you know what you are doing.

November1981

Professor Dumbledore apparated to Privet Dr in surrey and pulled out a device from his robes to pull out the lights and all the street lights and then headed up to number 4 and saw a tabby cat sitting on the step.

"Good evening professor McGonagall"

McGonagall transfigured back into herself "Evening Albus, are the rumours true?"

"Indeed they are both good and bad, I'm afraid"

"What about the Boy?"

"Hagrid bringing him"

"Is that wise Albus?"

"I trust Hagrid with my life"

"But why here Albus they're the worst muggles I have ever seen"

"And they also his family since is godfather has been arrested and sent to Azkaban" he stated as both he and McGonagall turned at the sound of an engine and a light coming towards them.

The motorcycle landed and the giant Hagrid got off offering his greetings to both the Professors and filling them in on how Harry had such a quite journey and fell asleep straight away and handed Harry over to Professor Dumbledore while tried not to cry.

"It's alright Hagrid, will see him again when he comes to Hogwarts"

"Is there no one else we can leave him with Albus? I don't trust these muggles"

"I'm afraid not Minerva" Dumbledore lied There is his real father but I'm afraid he does not know of Harry existence and he is a mess after learning of what happened to Lily.

July 1986

"BOY!' Vernon bellowed

Little Harry came running out to where is uncle was sitting hoping that his uncle might have remembered his birthday today. "Yes uncle Vernon" he said happily

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? BOY" Vernon shouted angrily

"I...I...I w-w-was reading m-m-my book s-s-sir" Harry said very nervously

"READING, READING WHAT WOULD A USELESS FREAK LIKE YOU NEED TO BE READING FOR? HUH?" Vernon was shouting louder and louder "HOW DARE YOU DO SUCH A THING WHILE YOUR AUNT HAS TO DO ALL THE WORK."

"B-b-but I...I...I did all my chores unc.." SMACK went across Harry face before he could finish what he was saying.

"DON'T BACK CHAT ME YOU WORTHLESS FREAK" and with that Vernon punched Harry in the face then proceeded to kick him while shouting out how worthless he is, that he doesn't need to know how to read and that he should be pulling his weight a lot more since they had to look after him.

Harry couldn't understand why his uncle was so mad at him for, he did his jobs which included doing the edging of the lawn, weeding the garden, sweeping the sidewalk in front of the house as well as out the back and washing the dishes. He was trying to be a brave boy by not crying but he couldn't help it and it only made his Uncle hit and kick him more. Why does Uncle Vernon and Aunt Petunia hate me so much?

After what seemed like forever but it was only a few minutes Vernon grabbed Harry and threw him in he cupboard under the stairs.

"You won't be getting any meals for a week boy" Vernon said in a low deadly whisper and slam the door shut, locked and closed the vent.

Harry laid on his bed which consisted of a foam camping mattress and a thin blanket, he was too sore to move much beyond that and not been able to eat for a week really scared him. The last time he ate was yesterday when he got a bit of crust for breakfast with half a class of water. At least I can feel up on water through out the day and if I'm lucky I might be able to sneak in some scraps from diner.

December 1987

"Marge will be here soon" Said Vernon excitedly to his wife Petunia and son Dudley while they were around the diner table.

Harry was locked in his cupboard again after getting beaten for having a look at the presents under the tree, he had hoped there was one for him, but no, all the presents belonged to his cousin and his uncle clearly stated to him that little freaks don't get presents.

Harry let out a small groan when he heard that Marge was coming and more likely bringing her dog Ripper and she would tell Vernon what he should do with him and that was usually drive him out to the country side and leave him there.

Harry finally herd the Dursley's make there way upstairs and waited a little while until he was sure they were a sleep and slowly got up and tried to open his cupboard door when he realize that Vernon never unlocked it. Great I'm starving, you think after a couple of days of not feeding me they could at least let me have something to eat because when Marge gets here tomorrow I wont get anything cause she gives it all to that stupid dog of hers and says that I'm not worth feeding her dogs left over's. With those thoughts Harry drifted off to another restless sleep.

Harry awoke when a large hand grabbed him a pulled him out of the cupboard and dragged him into the kitchen where on the floor in the corner was a plate with a slice of bread, a quarter of a orange with a small class of water.

"Hurry up and eat boy, then on the bench is a list of jobs to be done" said Vernon while stuffing his face with bacon and then he turned and glared at Harry and continued in a quite threatening voice "and make sure there done before Marge gets here or there will be hell to pay you insignificant freak"

Harry looked at his uncle and he could see the look in his eyes saying he going to get no matter what and that Dudley was laughing at him and his aunt was giving him the death stare and Harry swallowed a lump in his throat with a feeling of dread coming over him and he ate his meal.

Harry got up put his plate in the sink and started to do the jobs that were on his list. Harry had a hard time doing the jobs his uncle assigned him to do, Dudley was doing his best the mess everything up even worse then what it was before therefore taking Harry twice as long to do a job. When his Aunt screamed at him for not having some jobs done he tried to explain to her that Dudley was interfering with his work and all that earned him was a slap across the face and was told never to say that about her Dudley again and she was going to tell Vernon when he got home.

Harry herd his uncle's car pulling into the drive way and he took off to hide knowing he was going to be in big trouble when he found out that Harry hadn't completed all of his jobs.

Vernon came inside followed by a woman who was just as large as he was and they headed straight for the kitchen and then the next thing Harry hears at the top of his voice "BOY"

Harry cringed and tries to hide himself deeper in his cupboard that he could but that was no good as Vernon opened the door and pulled Harry out.

"Explain yourself brat"

Harry looked at him and knew straight away he saw his uncle was mad his face was going purple.

Vernon threw Harry across the room "Answer me you piece of shit" and when Harry refused to answer him he went over and slapped him hard against his back.

"You will learn to answer me when I speak to you, you scum of the earth, and what's this I hear about you not finishing your work" he said again while he was taking off his belt getting ready to belt Harry with

"I tried Uncle Vernon, but Dudley kept making a mess I had to clean up"

Vernon looked at him and then he turn to Dudley "Did you interfere with Harry Dudley?"

Dudley looked at Harry with a smirk on his face and said to his father "No Daddy I was playing with my friends"

If Harry thought Vernon face couldn't get and darker he was wrong and Vernon screamed at him "HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE THAT OF DUDLEY WHEN HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING YOU WASTE OF HUMAN SKIN" and with that he raised his belt and lashed out on Harry while telling him how useless he was and that he was not been grateful for the generosity they have shown him.

After a little while Vernon stopped belting Harry with his belt and dragged him across the lounge room and back to his cupboard by his feet and when he went to shut the door he saw blood was on the floor and this led to another fit of rage.

"How could you bleed all over MY floor you no excuse for a living piece of scum" and started to punch and kick Harry as hard as he could do, and when he finished he locked the cupboard door leaving an unconscious Harry in the cupboard.

September 1988

Harry sat just outside the principle's office trying to work out how the hell he ended up on the school's roof, one minute he was been chased around the school by Dudley and his goons and the next he was on the school roof.

Over the last couple of years these sort of occurrences were common thing To Happen to Harry, he remembered once that his Aunt cut his hair once because she didn't like it and then sent Harry back to his cupboard where he cried because he didn't like not having his hair and the next morning when he got up it had grown back and was even longer then before which made him Happy but also got him another huge beating from his Uncle.

He let out a big sigh, while waiting for the principle who was calling his aunt and uncle to discuss this latest behaviour of his in which when he got home would earn him another beating.

Harry looked around and often wondered if there was anyone who would love him just the way he was but his uncle always reminded him that no one could possibly love a useless freak like him, and it sometimes made him wonder if his mom and dad loved him or not.

"I just got off the phone with your uncle" said the principle not looking very pleased with Harry "and he is on is way down here and he's not very happy"

Harry shuddered at that idea and he knew he was in big trouble with his uncle. Last time his uncle had to come to the school was in April and that was because Harry's teacher said that when they were playing football (soccer) he kicked the ball so hard that is sent a student flying through the back of the net that he broke his leg, wrist and had bruising from his hard landing and when Harry said he didn't do it on purpose the teacher sent him to the principle office and his uncle was called and when they got home his uncle was that mad he beat him up sent him to his cupboard for a week and didn't let him out once not even to go to the toilet.

"I'm here to see Mr Petersen" said a very stern voice and Harry head snapped up as he instantly recognized his uncle's voice.

"Yes sir and you are?" asked the secretary

"Vernon Dursley"

"Oh yes Mr Dursley, Mr Petersen is expecting you I just let him know you are here sir"

The secretary called up Mr Petersen and he came out to and greeted Vernon and led him into his office getting Harry on his way in.

"Mr Dursley I will make it short, your nephew here was found on the school roof. According to him though he was running away from some kids in the school yard, and unlikely storey if I do say so my self."

"Yes it is, we have lots of trouble with him at home with him making up stories and blaming Dudley for things that he didn't do"

"He does have a vivid imagination but however I do not tolerate liars and students breaking the rules, and Harry here as broken the school rules by going up to the roof so I going to have to be suspended from school for the rest of this week and all of next week Mr Dursley and hopefully when he returns back to school he doesn't make up such ludicrous stories again and learn to follow the rules"

Mr Petersen went on to explain to Vernon the story of what Harry had told him how his was running through the play ground and the next thing he knew he was on the roof and also that when Harry came back to school he wants and apology from him for his lying and rule breaking.

Vernon understood that and said the boy will be punished at home as well for this incident and shook the principles hand, took Harry and they went home.

As soon as they got home Vernon started his yelling at Harry for making up a load of rubbish and dragging him away from work.

Harry was trying to tell his uncle what had happened but he wouldn't listen and started laying into Harry again. When he was finished Vernon dragged him back to his cupboard and locked him in there.

Harry laid on his so called bed nursing a couple of broken ribs and maybe his arm but no matter his uncle would not seek medical help for him at all, according to him he is not worth spending a pond on him to help him out at all. At least it wasn't as bad as the beating I got at Christmas where I woke up three days later and they kept me in the cupboard for another week, I wish some one take me away from this nightmare or perhaps not to wake up again.

March 1989

Harry was in his asleep in his cupboard when he hears the banging on his door and his aunt high pitch voice telling to get up. He moaned as he got up having a sore back from his uncle hitting him across the back with his belt a couple of days ago when Harry asked if he could have a piece of chocolate.

Harry has learned not to cry when this was happening as it only made the beatings worse and when he finally got to his cupboard he refused to show any emotion at all and this is what he was slowly employing in his day to day life, to derive himself of any emotion.

He slowly got dressed refusing to wince at any pain he had and made his way out to the kitchen where he noticed on the table a huge amount of Easter eggs. No doubt for that whale of a Dudley.

"Over here and get breakfast ready and get away from those eggs there not yours, do you think someone would get YOU an egg you pathetic moron"

Harry just stared at her refusing now to give into her taunts.

"Cook you idiot" said Petunia yelled

Before Harry could do anything Dudley barged through the door and sent Harry flying across the room landing with a heavy thump and the sound of a bone breaking. Harry tried to get up but his arm hurt and so did his head. He tried to get up again and as he sat up a wave of dizziness came over him and he fell back down.

Just as this happened Vernon came through the door. "Morning Dear, Dudley looks like the Easter bunny was good to you"

"Uh huh" was all Dudley could say as he stuffed his face with chocolate and Vernon beamed at his son and sat day to have his breakfast when he noticed there wasn't any there.

"Where is that boy Petunia"

"Lying on the floor behind you dear"

Vernon looked around "Get up YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT" he screamed at Harry.

Harry tried again to get up but couldn't the dizziness was making him feel sick and when Vernon realized that he wouldn't get up he got up from his chair and kick Harry repeatedly telling him what a lazy shit he was and that he should be cooking him his breakfast instead of laying around doing nothing.

When he finished he dragged him back to his room told him he won't get any meals for a week because he was to lazy to cook breakfast.

July 1990

Today was Harry's tenth birthday and to him he wonder how the hell he lived this long. He was sitting in his cupboard staying quite and out of sight and Vernon told him to do as they were having guests over and they didn't need to see him at all.

That was fine by Harry he enjoyed being alone, he didn't have to put up with his cousin pushing him around, his aunt yelling at him or his uncle using him as his own personal punching bag.

I just wish I can get out of this hell hole, go somewhere where no one knows me, perhaps leave England altogether but where would I go to? I don't know much outside of surrey and the only place I know where to go is school, its the only time they would let me out of the house that overgrown whale of a uncle and his baby whale of a son and oh yeah don't forget that ugly skinny high pitched bitch of a aunt.

Harry for the most part of the year spent it in solitude even when he was at school he was on his own. Dudley made sure of that by beating up anyone who tried to become my friend but I don't care any way, who needs them. Most of the kids at school pick and tease him saying things like 'can't you get clothes your own size shrimpy' or 'even the younger years are bigger then you' or 'clumsy Harry hurt himself again' and 'nice bruise what ya do this time walk into a leaf' and they would always laugh at him.

In truth Harry was miserable and mad at the same time. Its not his fault that his clothes are always too big for him they were after all his cousins hand me downs as is everything he has and its not his fault they are big considering his cousin is a human version of a mini whale, an It also because he barely reached up to his shoulder and that was because that high pitched bitch hardly ever fed him and when she did it was a slice of this or a slice of that and as for the bruises is curtsey of his overgrown whale of an uncle who insists on punching him at least once a day, and yeah don't forget my schedule for a full on beating at least once a week or if I get lucky twice.

He sighed, Harry could smell diner been cooked and it smelt good to and Harry often wondered what a nice home cooked meal would taste like.

DING – DONG the door bell rang and interrupted Harry thoughts as he hears the diner guests arriving.

Hours ticked by and all Harry could he were the sounds of the Dursley's and there guest eating and drinking laughing and talking and eventually Harry feel asleep.

Harry woke when someone was touching him; he looked up and could only just make his uncle in the dark. Harry was scared his uncle never came into his cupboard let alone touches him. He stayed as still as he could he didn't want his uncle to know he was awake, he felt his uncle hand touch him on his chest then his stomach and his hand then slipped into his trousers and he started feeling him there while his other hand was inside of his own trousers and softly moaning how good he felt.

Harry was not sure what to do, he knew what his uncle was doing was wrong but he couldn't do anything about it he was much bigger then he was. His moaning was getting a bit louder and then hand in his trousers was moving faster and faster and his other hand never left inside of Harry's trousers and then he felt something go into his bottom and he nearly yelped but refused to let a sound come out.

Harry remained still while this was happening and eventually Vernon moaned and then slumped over. He got up muttering how good that felt and could wait to fuck him.

At that comment Harry froze and waited til his uncle left before curling up into a ball and letting out the breath he was holding and shaking uncontrollably, I feel really gross oh my god he said he couldn't wait to fuck me...I hope that's not true. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME Harry screamed into his head.

June 1991

Harry woke with his aunt banging on the door screaming for him to get up, he was sore all over from his uncle beating and also he visited his cupboard again last night and his bottom was really sore from having his fingers up there.

Harry herd they loud steps of his cousin coming down the stairs and he stopped halfway down them, started to jump saying they get to go to the zoo. If I'm lucky they will feed him to the tiger's, there is enough fat on him.

The dust and dirt was falling from where Dudley was jumping on them and Harry got out of his bed and was half way out the door when his coming came thumping down the stairs and pushed him back into his room and banged his head on the wall.

He walked into the kitchen his uncle was sitting down at the table reading the paper and demanding Harry for his coffee.

"Yes uncle Vernon" was all Harry said

"Hurry and cook breakfast and don't burn it this time" said Petunia and a sneering voice then turn and put her hands over her sons eyes and walked over to where there Dudley's presents were.

"Yes aunt Petunia" he said in the same monotone voice

Petunia led Dudley to the lounge room "I want everything to be perfect for my little Dudley" Petunia said excitedly before moving her hands away from his eyes.

Dudley looked at his presents and turned to his father "How many are there?"

"36 I counted them myself" he said quite smugly

"36 BUT LAST YEAR I HAD 37" Dudley suddenly exploded

"But some of them are bigger then last year"

"I. Don't. Care. How. Big. They. Are" Dudley said he a harsh voice

"Now listen Dudders I, no we thought that we will let you pick out whatever two presents you want from the zoo, how does that sound?" said Petunia trying to make her son Happy again

Dudley thought about it for a while then nodded with a huge smile on his face and set down to eat.

They walked out to the car Dudley eating a big bag of chips and before Harry could get into the car his uncle grabbed him and he froze to the spot.

"Now listen here boy" and was saying in a lower menacing voice, pointing his key in Harry's face "any funny business from you, any at all and you will regret it."

Regret how another beating you fat lump of lard or you molesting me like you do almost every night, or perhaps you are going to fuck me like you keep threatening to do to me, Harry thought while maintaining his blank face while Vernon spoke to him.

The Dursley's and Harry were in the reptile section at the zoo. Harry still couldn't believe they allowed him to come but he wasn't going to argue with that fact.

They were at the front of a snake enclosure, Harry loved the snakes.

"Make it move" Dudley said to his father

"Move" Vernon said while banging on the glass

"This is Boring" Dudley said and walked off to look at something more interesting.

"Sorry about that" Harry said after they left and the snake lifted his head up, Harry was wide eyed at this point "Do you...I mean can you understand me?" and the snake nodded

"You're from Burma right? is it nice there? Do you miss your family?" Harry asked and the snake points his head to a sign on the side of his tank. BREED IN CAPITIVITY – London Zoo

"I never knew my family either" stated Harry sadly but before the snake could reply Dudley was running back happily seeing that the snake had finally moved.

"Mommy, Daddy" He said and shoved Harry onto the ground.

Harry glared up to him and the next thing he knew the glass that surround the tank had disappeared, Dudley fell in as the snake slithered out and went over to wear Harry was.

"Thhhhhanksssssssss"

"No problems" Harry said enjoying the fact of having someone to talk to even though it was a snake, the snake slithered off, people were screaming everywhere and Dudley got up and went to get out of the tank when he discovered that the glass and reappeared and panicked.

"ARRRGGGGG" screamed Petunia "my poor Dudley how did you get in there"

Harry saw the commotion, started laughing at Dudley predicament until he saw the look of murder in his uncle's eyes and instantly stops knowing he was going to get in when he went home.

"How the HEL DID THIS HAPPEN?" Vernon screamed grabbing Harry hair, dragging him into the lounge room with Petunia with Dudley in her arms.

"I don't know what happened it was like the glass was there, disappeared just like magic" Harry said trying to hide the pain in his from his voice.

"There no such thing as magic" Vernon said and pulled out his belt hitting Harry until he passed out and threw him in the cupboard, walked away, tending to his son needs after the terrible ordeal he went through today.