William was my favourite character, from the first episode on and I cried so much, when he married Daisy and after that he died. An in fact I don't cry often, when I see films or series, with Downton Abbey S2E5 I cried four times, I saw something sad in TV.
And William and Daisy are the cutest paring ever and I find it really sad, that Daisy never loved William, like he loved her :/
Also sorry for my bad english, I only learn it in school since six years and I would say, only three of them were really useful.
But well, here is the first OneShot and I think, the title says everything. Please listen to this song watch?v=-qcZ9M-QoOc Trying not to love you ~ Nickelback, while you read. I know ist very short, sorry :/
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"But of course, I would do everything for you!", I can hear Daisy's enthusiastic voice from kittchen and I must sigh.
If she only would say this sentence one time in my life to me...it would bring me happiest man on earth, I think. But she has hopelessly a crush on Thomas, like I have a hopelessly crush on her.
There would be so many other girls for me, outside Downton...
So many girls, I could have...but Daisy is the one, I would do everything for her, if she only wanted it from me.
Actually the question, why I have a crush on her is silly and stupid. Because I already know the answer. Or the answers. 'Cause Daisy gives me everyday my answers.
When Daisy arrived here in Downton, she was a little, frightened, ten years old girl, her mother was dead and her father was an alcoholic. She searched work and Miss Patmore introduced her to Miss Hughes and Miss Hughes said, that Daisy could stay here. Daisy was so happily about that, she even huged Miss Hughes and Miss Hughes wasn't no more and no less excited than we others about that.
I lived to this timepoint with my 12 years already one year in Donwton, as boy for everything and Mr Carston thaught me to be a good butler.
From the first moment on I liked this little girl with the brown hair and this big blue eyes.
But she never noticed me. For Daisy, there was only Thomas, no matter, what happened. Do I exist for her?
Sometimes I wish, nothing from this would have happened. That I never known Daisy. For that I would not have to watch Daisy, like she gazes adoringly at Thomas.
Then I would not have to doubt on myselfe.
But everyday Daisy makes me realize, what it means, to live.
Yes, the most of the time I spend with her I have doubts, many doubts.
But Daisy has also given me a smile. And that shows me, that she knows, that I exist.