"I've finally discovered just how you feel
You had fallen in love and expected a reaction
Some strange kind of attraction"
You had been friends
(goodfriends,greatfriends,bestoffriends)
who had bonded over the same sickness
(stake through the heart, courtesy Weasley girl)
and that's all that it was to you
just friendship
(right?)
Maybe you joked with him too much
("Y'know, if you were a girl, I'd be in love.")
But that's all that it was to you
just a joke.
Then that night
when he
with those brightbabyblues&luminescentblondstrands
l e a ned at little too close
and your lips brushed his
(you both felt that zap!)
And it was just too much for you
'cause you shouldn't have
enjoyed it or wanted more
because you, Mr. Lupin
love girls
(right? right? right…?)
So you told him to leave
("It's just not right. You gotta go.")
Half smiles & nod of the head
and he's out the door.
x
"I feel like this is so surreal
I don't know what's the deal
Wish you had stayed, wish you had stayed"
R-E-G-R-E-T
is all you will ever feel
and you can't take your wrongdoings back
(no matter how hard you wish&wish&wish)
The taste of his lips
still lingers on yours
(wrong&wrong&… so right)
You wish you could just
eat those words
because then he wouldn't be g o n e
and you would be whole.
But you can't roll the film back
because that's just not how life works.
You have to live with your mistakes
and make do with the
possibility
that he'll return
(to your side&life&arms)
even though, deep down, you know he
never
will
('cause you proved yourself to be
just like
the rest of those heartbreakers.)
The song lyrics used belong to The Scene Aesthetic's song "Heavy Lies the Crown." It's a great song and a great band and if you don't listen to it, you should feel very ashamed of yourself!
XD
This is THE FIRST EVER Teddy/Lysander romance fic! It was discovered by me and I would really appreciate it if you gave a mention if you used it(to me or M&MWP.) It is now part of Mew & Mor's Weird Pairings! For more M&MWPs check out my C2!
Reviews are lovely.
:)
Fangz mew for betaing! *Hands exclusive Teddsander posters*
:D