Goodbye...
I'm now stuck watching this dream in silence.
It's times like these that I wish we had met under different circumstances.
You know, I don't really do much. I just go about my business. Anyone tries to interfere? Their problem. I mean, it's everyone for themselves, right? So why is my trigger finger hesitating? I've never had this weakness before.
"She's such a hardcore criminal!" "A total whore!"
People talk shit, I usually ignore it. But one day I heard YOU say it.
PLEASE! DON'T LABEL ME LIKE THAT! I SWEAR I'M NOT LIKE THAT!
For some reason, in front of you, I just wanna be another girl.
But then again, my hands are stained with blood. And THAT'S why I can't touch you. Your eyes...they're fixed on me.. Your causing my finger to waver. Y'know, if it weren't for you I wouldn't be having this dream. My heart would still be cold, and I would still be cruel.
I can't stand watching the news anymore. It's a constant reminder of my sin. Especially when your name and a picture scroll across the screen: VICTIM
I guess it was a lie. I've piled up hundreds upon thousands of sins. But this time, it was different. I already know I don't have a heart. So why is it, even after all this, I'm still wishing for such a thing?
Oh god...why am I stuck watching this sick, twisted dream in silence? Even though I took everything away from you, you took the most important thing of all.
My heart.
I see myself grinning like the devil.. I see you lying, looking like you're sleeping, in that pool of red... Oh please..someone..ANYONE.. I don't want to keep having this dream..no, NIGHTMARE. I'm begging you. Please just let me sleep in peace.
"Here's your cash"
I really don't need compensation for delivering you. I know I truly don't deserve it. I know it's selfish of me, but..I want you to smile...one more time
Goodbye
I'm now watching this dream in silence. It's this very moment that I wish we'd met under different circumstances.
And even though you're no longer here, even though you'll never know of my feelings.. I hope you can forgive me someday...one day..
But until then...please watch over me as I sink deeper and deeper within the debris.
For now...goodbye
And sweet dreams~
Ok, this is my first songfic~ Enjoy? XD I own a fire extinguisher so flame away~! LOL Oh, and...this isn't nessacarily Luka's POV. Just some random chick in my imagination? [I feel like a dork XD;] But yeah, can you interpret all she's trying to say? Can you understand her true feelings? Written in one shot! I hope it's not completely terrible! 8'D
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