To:
My Love
You're right. And I really am happy for you. I was worried. My mom, was worried. This is my fault. I am really sorry. You shouldn't have to prove anything to me, I should just believe you. I was just really worried.. I know a horrible, horrible excuse. If you want to even call it that. You are just, every time I text you, you are always wishing you were doing something else. You are always with people that you say don't like you at all. You are always unhappy towards me. I am confused. I want to bring you happiness but it seems all I bring you is confusion and pain. I don't want to hurt you. No I am not breaking up with you. I am way too selfish to do that. I couldn't cause my self that much pain to put you in a better place.. That would be without me. I know that I am a horrific boyfriend, I worry you, I make you unhappy, I confuse you in regards to my feelings, and i hurt you constantly. I don't know how you love me. I don't know how any body could love me, the way I have been treating you. I don't even know how any body could like me that is a girl. It is beyond me that you, such a beautiful, loving, funny, caring person would be even remotely attracted to me, a repulsive boy both mentally and..physically. This is a horrible way to apologize to you, in a letter, but I wouldn't be able in a million years to apologize to your beautiful face that makes me so nervous. I apologize. It may not mean anything to you but it most definitely means something to me. I feel sorry and I want to say that. I love you. I really hope you know that.
Love Percy