Heartbreak Causality

I could feel it cracking, breaking under the pressure of being rejected. Everything was slipping and falling apart, shattering into a million pieces. It hurt so much, each wave of pain over powering the last, each tremor ripping my soul to shreds. It didn't matter anymore, not when the only thing that supported me was gone. The only thing holding me together now was the pain. Not the scorching fires coming from my broken heart, but the cold ice sealing it over. Dropping the small knife into the sink I sunk to the floor.

I watched as my life slowly pooled at my feet, sympathizing with me, staying with me till the end. Nothing ever felt so contradictory in my life than this. The guilt made me sad yet the pleasure at finally knowing release brought out a greater happiness. Pulling my cell from my pocket I dialed 911.

"911 what's your emergency?" came the monotonous voice.

"I'm reporting a suicide." I said casually, as if asking about the weather. I heard a small intake of breath and took that as a signal to continue. "I'm at 99357 Lapis St. apartment 3 you know the one close to the elementary school." clicking the end button before she could respond I flipped through my contacts. Settling on the one I wanted I hit call.

"What do you want Roxas." it was a blunt question, right to the point.

"Well I was rather hoping I could talk to you for a bit, that is if you could spare a moment for my doomed soul." I sighed, things were starting to become unclear. The ever growing pool of red was evidence of that.

"Well than make it quick. You know I'm kind of busy right now." I could hear the sound of glasses clinking and a high pitched voice whining for Axel to come back.

"Don't worry I don't think I'm going to last much longer anyway Axel." I began swirling my fingers in the blood. "Anyway I really just wanted to say I'm sorry I missed out, on our date I mean, I never thought it would turn out like this." flashes of being imprisoned crossed my mind but I quickly shoved them away.

"Yeah well you know it's a bit late. I waited for you to make your move but you never showed. Is there anything else you want?" he sounded impatient. Before I could respond there was a banging sound on the front door.

Hearing the door get busted down I sighed. Letting my hand fall to the floor I allowed myself to gaze at the phone. Perhaps this was not exactly the best decision I'd made but it was all I had left. Soon I heard a loud noise coming from my phone as the two paramedics found me on the kitchen floor.

"I'll always love you Axel, please don't forget." I said before the phone fell from my hand.

Axels POV

Fear set everything in motion. The loud banging on his door and the last words he said over the phone before someone took it from him.

"Sorry to interrupt your conversation but we need to transport him to the hospital. You'll have to talk to him later." then came the silent click. Hospital? Who had that voice belonged to.

Roxas's POV

Things were dull, sounds seemed to be muted. What was the paramedic saying? Where had my phone gone? I wasn't done talking. Through my hazy vision I reached for what I presumed to be my phone, however I was only pushed back and then lifted onto a bed? Everything was so confusing. So instead I attempted to sleep off this drowsy feeling.

Paramedics POV

"Hey now stay with us. You can't be going to sleep just yet." the young boy just looked at me for a moment before nodding off again. As soon as we were out of the house and on our way to the ER things calmed down for me. I was fixing the long cuts on the boys arms.

"It looks like he will be just fine Xion." I heard a sigh of relief come from up front before I relaxed and looked at the victim before me. His pale skin was marred by the red, his blond hair seemed to have been highlighted in red as well. What could push someone to this, especially someone so young I thought. Then I remembered his apartment. Sure things seemed nice but every picture had been broken. There had been glass on the floor as well at the kid. Perhaps things weren't so well for this angel. As this last thought processed through my mind his phone went off.

Looking at it I just waited for it to stop ringing, what I didn't expect was the hand that was reaching for it. Giving in I allowed the kid to answer, even if he was only half there.

Roxas's POV

I must have been dreaming. There was an angel sitting above me holding my phone. It began ringing then and I reached for it, perhaps it was Axel. Feebly I flipped it open and attempted to say 'hello'. I couldn't however.

"Roxas? I know you picked up, what kind of lame ass game are you trying to play? Making me think you were going to the hospital." what was he talking about I briefly wondered. Clicking the speaker button I allowed the angel beside me to listen.

"I don't give a shit what you were thinking, matter a fact I really hope you do die! After all you've done it's what you deserve!" he was cut off then. My angel was intervening.

"Is that all you have to say sir?" it took a moment for a reply to come out of the small speaker.

"Who is this?" he sounded mad. Oh well.

"my name is Cloud, I'm the paramedic escorting." again another pause." this boy to the hospital for attempted suicide." so they did make it in time I sighed relaxing into the gurney.

"Nice try Roxas, now who the hell are you really?" he wasn't getting any happier, I could tell.

"I told you the truth, if you don't believe me meet me at the hospital, I'll meet you out front."

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Ya idk… just felt like writing something a little off. Anyways review and tell my what you think. Should Roxas make it? And if not well this story isn't going to end there. You can choose who to follow! Roxas, Axel or Cloud

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