Hi everyone, this is a try.
I translated one of my own fiction, well, rigth now i translated only one chapter hile there are 10 of them.
I'd like to know what you think of it(i'm french, duh, don't complain about my tpos.. or whatsoever)
If you like it and think that it is good enough and want me to keep translating it then send me a review saying so.. you can send me a review saying it sucks too cuz it probably is the truth and what most of you will think.

so i hope to get reviews heh
and i hope you'll like it.

note: i do not own inu-yasha

The only truth
Chapter 1: Blind date

The day had come, the day when he made me come back to my kind. Him, the Taiyoukai of the west didn't want me to be in his way anymore. He didn't even come with me to the nearest village. He was saying that they wouldn't want of me if they knew i was traveling with him all that time.
He turned his back and went away with jaken that stupid, unusefull toad that i liked in a sort of way 'cause of his loyalty to my own master, the same one that i felt in love with.
I should have know, after all that time passed in his compagny that if he was letting me there it wasn't 'cause i had become a burden to him but that he thought his soul was starting to get weak to protect a "simple human".
I should have saw in his eyes the sadness that appeared only some seconds before to vanish.
I should have heard his "good bye" when he turned again to look at me unable to stay turned anymore. But he knew well that his whisper would only be heard by demons with pure blood and that, me, i couldn't.
But i didn't.
And i went away walking to a new and better life. Well that was what i thought even if i was totaly wrong.
Now i'm still the same Rin. The same who, once, was travelling to the side of that demon lord so cold to everyone. I'm still alive, i don't have a husband nor childs 'cause i couldn't resigne myself to love an other. I think he knows it.
I changed into a young woman looking similar to Kagome. The men don't stay indifferent to my beauty but stay of stone facing that cold look i kept from Sesshoumaru.
I still often go pick flowers for him and let them at my door. I think he hasn't accepted already that he was to never see me ever again and that's the only thing keeping me alive.
Sometimes i hear someone hiding in the dark, quiet, not wanting to be found. But now i learned. If he comes tonight i'll wait for him 'cause i know he's never far. His scent is everywere, i shouldn't know it but i do. Only his smell can scarre the other demons enough so they wont come here and steal everything in this defenseless village.
It's a full moon day. I went outside and i know he'll come to protect me if i'm alone in the forest, he always did it. I'm not scarred. I'm used to be enlighten only by the moon.
I know he'll come.
Hours are passing silently. I layed down on the ground between the trees and i try to look like if i'm sleeping. I know he wont come near if i'm awake and i know there's no danger.
I feel him. He's here, crouched down in the shadows of the trees.
He's standing up. I hear him come.
I want to open my eyes to see his gorgeous face but i restrain myself.
I know. He knows i'm not sleeping 'cause he stopped only steps away from me. I don't have the choice anymore. He'll go away thinking that he fell into a trap if i don't do a thing.
I sit up and put my back against the trunk of the nearest tree. I almost don't look at him. My eyes fixed on the ground, i whisper his name.
- Sesshoumaru-sama?
Yes, i called him lord Sesshoumaru. That's what he wanted.
- Is it really you?
I don't receive any answer from him but he lowers his head, just a little, just enough for me to see it. He's ashame.
- Sorry, i so wanted to see you again.
He stays quiet like usual. I can't stand it. I would want him to say something, to say something to me.
I stand up to face him. I'm mad and he knows it. I see him steping back, almost nothing but i stil see it.
- Talk to me. I'm not deaf and you're not dumb. I can't stand to see you lock urself up in your silence. I liked more when you commanded me.
To that simple word he let himself fall on his knees, hidind his face in his hands.
I walk to him. I would want to push him to stand up but i wont do it. I wont hurt the one i love of all my heart.
He knows it. He knows everything.
I fall on the ground beside him. I would want to take him in my arms but i don't do it, i never dared. I'm too scarred of his reaction.
Then he forces me to look at him. His tears had stopped but his eyes were still wet. He looks at me, he looks at me straight in the eyes, without rage, without anger and without any right on my person. He looks at me like we look the stars. A look of proudness but full of shame of ourself.
- Will you ever forgive me Rin?
- To forgive you? For what? You know well that i can't refuse you a thing and that i can't be angry at you. Don't stay like that crying on yourself. I've beein able to see your face once more even if i didn't expect to see you in such a state.
- I couldn't let go of you and only today i tell it to you because you tricked me. It was wise of you.
I see in slow motion his hand coming closer to my face and caress my cheek with the tip of his claws.
I feel good. I'm so happy, he's here.
I get closer to him and put my head on his shoulder. I feel the muscles of his body tense, he didn't expect that, neither did i but when i move to remove my head he stops me by putting his hand on it. He doesn't want it. I force myself to look at him. He's so beautyfull. A sigh escape my lips half-opens. I'm so happy. That is far better than everything i had imagine because now he doesn't want me to go.
A moon ray passes trough the leaves to reflect in the eyes of the one who was once my master.
- I will never be able to forget you. I don't want it. Tell me that you know it.
- Yes, i do know it but i don't have the choice to let you here with those humans.
Something in his eyes tells me that he haven't accept yet the fact that humans are more than pets.
- It is your world here.
- No, you are mistaken. My world, it's you.
His eyes are now full of sadness, at least as much as a being like him can show.
I feel him standing up. His eyes don't show anything anymore.
He looks at me just before to turn his back and to walk away.
- I'll wait you here at the next full moon. If you're not there i'll think that you are dead fighting and i'll go to find your corpse.
I only whispered those words but i know that he heard them, he slowered his pace to restart only some moments after it.
I'm already waiting forward that new metting and try to find my way in the forest.
The clouds are now hiding the moon and make my walk harder...

so, this is it, i hope u enjoyed reading this fiction of mine and if not, i hope u at least had fun seeing my typos and all.
send me reviews.. PLEASE so i'll know if i should keep translating it or not.