Prolouge
She was gorgeous and insane, after I met her my life turned upside down and after she left nothing was the same. Over the years I have moved on and fallen in love again but some days little things cause me to remember her cause you never forget a first love and this first love killed me; I will never forget her. Emily December.
The first time I saw her I was with some friends at the local punk club and this girl found herself in the animists of our fun, she was sixteen and climbing on the roof of a car. The wind was blowing through her long black locks as she screamed at the top of her lungs making a loud roar. She was beautiful and I just wanted to speak to her, I've never seen her before but I needed to know who she was. If there is a time and a place to fear it should have been then, I should have never walked up to that girl but I did. I couldn't see sin hidden behind the face of an angel.
"Young men and women of the world! It is time to live your lives!" I heard this sweet soft voice yell at the top of her lungs and jump up and down but her foot slipped and kicked up. She slipped off the roof of the car and fell into my grasp. I held her close, asked her if she was okay but she just laughed and smiled like what had happened was something so normal for her, because as I learned in time was. I know now I would never understand her or why she does what she does.
"You Sir, are a life saver. My knight in shinning armor." she said with a giggle, the little laugh I've automatically fell in love with. She loved to laugh. She said it was better than crying cause who wants to be sad when you can just laugh. She had these views on life I could never understand.
I watched her the whole night not even learning her name. She jumped around and screamed under the dimmed lights of the club watching a hardcore band played dark guitar rifts. She spin around and found her gaze in mine smiling, she grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to her. She jumped onto my back and hand me hold her up above the crowd. I watched her above me screaming and whooping with the biggest smile on her face. When the music slowed down she dropped down the ground and grabbed me by my shirt and pulling me with her toward the back and pushing me against the hard cement wall. Her lips hit mine for three deep passionate minutes before she pulled away and laughed.
"Thank you." she told me. I grabbed her waist and pulled her into me kissing her again. He crarassed my cheek and pulled me closer. It was an impulse I couldn't control. I wanted all of her just for me. She needed to be mine but she would never be anyone's because she couldn't belong to anyone.
She pulled away from me and reached into her pocket taking my hand and not letting go of it. She wrote down numbers and a name on the back of my hand. She walked away and out of my sight. No longer here. I looked down at my hand Emily 453-617-7203.
That was the start of something that changed everything about me.