I don't even really like Twilight that much anymore but I love Jacob. If whoever is team Edward no need to cuss me out. This is for whoever wants to read it. It's not very good but I am sick and bored. Here you go:
P.S. It's very short.
"Bella, I am sick and tired of being a consolation prize compared to him. We've been together for a year now and you STILL want him. Look, he is NOT coming back. He is NEVER coming back for you." As soon as I said it I regretted it. All I wanted to do was make her happy. In the beginning I was okay with being her second choice as long as I had her… but it gets old.
Her face hardened and she looked away. For some reason that bugged me. It pissed me off that she cared. That she still cared about him. I am so angry but so sorry. How am I suppose to apology without losing my point. Without changing… I needed to calm down. Calm down before..
"Bella, I am so sorry. Please, I just need some kind of way of knowing you want me. I want to know that you won't leave me if he ever does come back. Please, I need to calm down.." She looked up, hurt spread across her face as she slowly stepped towards me.
"Jake, I really do want you. I told you before we were together that I would never work properly. I know this isn't fair to you but, I guess I'm just selfish. I don't think I can survive without you." She grabbed my hand and I leaned into her lips. As soon as we began to kiss my anger disappeared. With the bloodsucker her kisses hurt him, made him strive for her blood. With me it has to opposite effect. Her lips are my center.
We broke apart and I slipped fingers between hers. "Come on, lets go home."
Morning broke and Sam was standing over my bed, hitting me in the head. "Jakey boy get up! We have business to attend to." Business..? My mind jumpstarted and I sat up, "What are you talking about?"
"Important stuff, come on dude you'll see."
He led me outside and into a black truck. "The others are waiting there. The pack and Carlisle…"
"WHAT. Don't mess with me Sam. What are you talking about…"
"Carlisle is back."
