Your Sweet Suicide: Bwuahahaaha! It's alive! ... Okay...here's the sequel people have been asking for. : ) I'm still looking for a title...Ideas anyone?

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or anything of the like...If I did I wouldn't be writing this now would I?

Warnings: Erm...Yaoi? lol. I really don't think that's much of a warning though with the growing number of people that like yaoi nowadays...

Pairings: Riku x Sora , Leon x Cloud(my current obsession) , Axel x Roxas , more to come...

Read on story reader...read on...

EDIT: Okay, I was looking through my notes and such in -giggles- teh purple notebook o' doom (the notebooke I keep my chapters in) and noticed that right before the end of Angel...Riku would be turning sixteen the next month... -- soo...since this is set one year later Riku will be turning -gasp- seventeen! So...this caused me to go back and make him officially sixteen. ;; Uhm, since I don't feel like changine all the good stuff I had set up in chapter 3 I decided that he'll get his drivers license at seventeen. XD Anyway... Chapter 3 will be out either later tonight or tomorrow before or after 1-3 pm because I hav rifle team practice for a meet that we didn't find out about until Monday. Okay...as I said above...Read on story reader...read on...

11-23-06

There's so much going on nowadays I don't know where to start...

I guess I could start with the most important thing:

Today is mine and Sora's one-year anniversary. I never thought I'd make it this long with someone but I think we're meant for each other. I don't want to sound like some sap but I think it's true.

We've had a lot of rough spots along the way but we've made it.

I worry about him sometimes, you know? No...wait...you don't know. You're just a bunch of sheets of paper put together with a cover...I can always pretend though.

It's been pretty rough on him...especially lately. His mom is in the hospital right now. That guy she was...well...is seeing got her pregnant and she's due any day. Twins. Girls. Guess she's getting what she wanted. The doctors are worried for her health though, they say she's too old to be having babies. She's only forty...I guess that may be too old. Whatever. They've been staying with the guy while she's in the hospital...they being Sora and his brothers. Seems like Cloud and Leon haven't been having the best time...Probably all of the stress on Cloud. I always thought I knew Cloud from somewhere. I finally figured out... There was a thing between him and Kadaj about a year after Sephiroth and Aerith took me in. Maybe that's what caused the huge argument that Sora was telling me about last year. It was right around this time of year...

Tomorrow marks the fourth year since Sora's dad left. I feel bad for him. All this stuff he's going through and all I can do is hold him when he's sad...I'd love to go out, find his dad, bring him back, and somehow fix his mom (in mind and body). I know what it's like to have a broken family but at least I had both parents growing up.

On the brighter side of things, I turn seventeen next month.

Sephiroth talked to me yesterday. No body had told me what happened after the trial with my biological parents. They ruled that my old home was suitable and my parents seemed stable (how they decided that after what happened that night...I will never know...). They made me move back immediately, since I was under eighteen and couldn't say 'no'. It was almost nice for the first week. I didn't get to see anyone much, other than school, but they gave me a few freedoms. I was allowed to walk to school and I was allowed out until their curfew of nine. It was all going well until I got there one night at ten. We had all (Kadaj, Yazoo, Demyx, Axel, Roxas, Sora, me, and a few of Sora's other friends) gone to see a movie. It was longer than we expected so I got back late. My dad got angry and I ended up in the hospital with a few broken bones and a bunch of cuts and bruises. The police took me back to Sephiroth and Aerith's once I was released.

He told me that about a week later my parents had left the city and handed over all of my papers. I thought they had done that the first time they took me away but they didn't. He and Aerith had been keeping the papers and were planning on giving them to me on my seventeenth birthday but Kadaj and Yazoo we're continually nagging them about it (not fair that they knew...). All they need is for me to sign a few things and I can officially become a Gainsborough.

It will be nice to be an actual part of this family. The family that has treated me so well over the past few years. I consider myself lucky. Most foster families aren't the greatest. Either there is a bunch of other foster kids there or the family just puts on the 'we-are-so-nice-and-caring-act' and then treats the kid badly when no one is looking. A lot of the time, the kid is too afraid to say anything, or just too tired of constantly changing homes that they put up with it.

I guess there is not much else to say...if I think of anything later I'll write it in...

Riku Gainsborough

(Now that I can officially call myself one...)

Riku closed the black notebook and laid his pen down. He got up from his chair and walked towards his window, picking up clothes and other items and throwing them on the bed in the process. 'I really need to clean this up more often...' Laughing softly, he realized how stupid the statement was. It wasn't as if he was in his room to need to have it clean. He was always out with Sora and some friends, or just by themselves.

Looking out the window, he saw the sun beginning to set on the horizon. Sora would be on his way in a while. They were planning to spend the night together and Riku had a few secrets of what the night would hold. He turned around and walked over to his closet, throwing more items on the bed. When he got to the closet, he swung the door open and began fishing through his clothes.

He wanted to look at least half-decent tonight (though most people would tell him he would look stunning in a potato sack...) since it was a very special occasion.

After changing, he walked back over to the window and leaned on the sill, watching the colours of the sunset blur and fade together.

Finally, he saw his favourite little ball of energy skipping down the sidewalk happily. He ran up the front walk and in the front door. Riku heard his footsteps padding on the stairs, getting louder the closer to the door they got. He turned around and watched the door swing open. Sora ran over to him, threw his arms around him in a loving embrace, and nuzzled his face against Riku's chest.

"I've missed you..."