AN: A little one shot inspired by a friend of mine (you know who you are). BTW, she is not the one it is about, simply the one who inspired me to write a one-shot.
We were so close once
I think we were growing closer still
Brought together by necessity
Something could have happened
If only I'd told you how I felt
Before it was too late
Then you left
It wasn't your fault, you couldn't help it
It was hard at the beginning
then I did things to take my mind off you
Then I tried to remember you and I couldn't
It makes me sad.
All I have is the little contact you've made
It feels one way-I guess it is
I guess I'm over analyzing
I really want to talk
I really want someone who understands
I really want you
It makes me fragile
Acting like everything is OK
But really
I just need you
I don't even know if it is you anymore
It might be
It might be a fantasy
It might have used to be you
But now I know- My you is not you now
I need to let go
But i'm still holding on
after all this time
It makes me sad- writing this down
Really, I think it's good I'm being honest
Even though you'll never find this
What im trying to say
And failing, I think, is
I'm missing you.